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2007-01-31T01:48:00.000+08:00

i've shifted..

Ask me and i'll tell you

2006-10-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

was logging in bloggers to blog.. when i saw someone named his or her blog- timbuktu chronicles... whahaha..so funny (which reminds me again,I've yet to continue with my tsubasa chronicles) and talking abt tsubasa, i've yet to reply aunty izumi's(mum's jap friend) letter in japanese.. sheesh..why did i ever start with it in the first place.I've cleanly forgot most of my japanese due to my lack of motivation to continue.

OH well.. tht aside.I was having hard time trying to think of ways to improve my standard of living. I mean working does help in increasing the moola in my bank...working does contribute to my creativity level and not to forget..my tolerance level increases as well..but I WANT TO DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE....
I dunno..these days my english is failing me. Was talking to a friend abt bird pellets.. and i spelt it as "pallets" can u imagine.. i think due to my course in poly,major proj and all.. i am so used to tht "pallet" spelling..(shame on me)..
Wanted to get more books since i've yet to read for awhile..but Sans bkshop is a hazard to my bank acct. Wanted to go to the library but i got no off...

Working is seriously tiring.i wish i cld go for a long break, to do wat i wanna do. got this during my prayer meeting "God will take me out and put me in".
I know i can pay my uni bill by myself(with God's help of cos). I know I can.

2006-10-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

please dont get a shock ... i've bought green bird #3.. lol
long story but i'll not mind telling u if u asked...this time bigger than my millie girl.
mum's getting worried abt me going online.. cos everytime i go i'll read abt parrots and then go to bird forums.. and then end up getting a bird..
not tht i want to but sometimes you just cant bear to add 1 more baby into ur family.
Hm...recently i've been bugged by customers again.. regarding....

FINDING A BOYFRIEND.

can u imagine.. there goes this topic again...wat's worse..my sister now adds on to tht find-a-bf list.

Let God handle it...... why hurry ?? dun go round match making me... -_-"

2006-09-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

Was too lazy to blog but since i was forced to come back and edit stuff..so here I am ..blogging.

Just wanted to tell jia. Thanks for ur flower.I dont like it but I love it.

Met jinrong and yanting today. They are both in Sim.So asked them some stuff abt enrolement and all... *sob* i am stil far away from my $5000++

anyway here's a picture of my new baby

2006-09-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

hey peeps. I'm back.
You know what i realised ? Actually since young i am rather a weird lil girl.

1) I hate dolls ( they scare me, freaky eyes and all)
2) I love legos ( I'll built my dream house, dream wadever with it)
3) I love dinosaurs ( I read up books of different dinosaurs and then tell my parents abt them)
4) I always bring books around with me where ever i go (believe it or not, i read my encyclopedia from A-Z)
5) I love dogs of every size ( begged mummy for 1 since nursery)
6) While every pri sch kid freaks out when the dentist send for them. I simply love it.

hmm... anymore weird stuff abt me ?? i am not tht sure. lol
But i am as girlish as a girl when i was younger. I love dresses and nice shoes. I love to play princess with my sis and cousin.

hmmm... weird huh.

OH! here's a picture of junior! I shld be getting him by early oct.looks like a mini durian.

Correction by teacher amos: egg tooth falls off several weeks after hatching nothing to do with the size..

2006-09-05T00:18:00.000+08:00

bad gastric prob since yesterday.
i think i go and sleep now so i dun have to feel it bothering me.

nite guys talk to all of u soon!

2006-09-04T01:30:00.000+08:00

Today i went to church and they celebrated teacher's day. We had a mini lunch at the church office-consisting of nasi bryani(but i dun really eat chicken). It was kind of a long time since we've gathered but vanessa and i were a lil late cos we were in charge of the children's day form.
Jia Qi came over and say"teacher, happy teacher's day" So touched... i gave her a bear hug. I just love kids.
Here's presents from them.

(mini pillow)
(keychain)

went to work and then went to mum's shop to wait for her. Waited for more than 2 hrs.
almost slept on her couch.
christmas is nearing!!! yay.

2006-09-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

throbbing headache today.
cant believe i caught this cold frm few days of rain.
oh well..cant wait for my new bird to come.
I named it junior.
U ppl are going to die from boredom if i blab more.
But i promise to upload pics of it when it arrives.
right now i need to sleep badly. the flu med is starting to work.

nite peeps.

2006-09-02T00:17:00.000+08:00

Caught the flu bug... now i am feeling sooo tired. Saturday is such a headache day to work.

Just check out my uni fees...

Bachelor of Business mgmt rmit

full time - 3 yrs $31,248
full time - 2 yrs $20,832

intake- jan '07 and july '07

Trust tht God will help me no matter wat.

2006-08-31T00:46:00.000+08:00

After working for awhile, i suddenly felt tht this yr has gone by in a flash.
Many things happened and we're sooo near christmas. I love christmas! Esp when the whole family gather together and set up the tree. The last few years we had mini dinner at home and I was the chef. hee~
There was once when i was ard pri 1, I went carolling with my aunt. It was one of the most memorable christmas i had in my entire life. I just felt so good being able to sing carols and share the Joy of christmas at a stranger's house.
We're abt 3 mths away from christmas... *Grin*

COUNTDOWN!!!!

2006-08-30T00:24:00.000+08:00

Once Upon A December
by Lea Salonga
album: Anastasia Soundtrack

Dancing bears
Painted wings
Things I almost remember
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December

Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory

Far away, long ago
Glowing dim as an ember
Things my heart used to know
Once upon a December

Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory

Far away, long ago
Glowing dim as an ember
Things my heart
Used to know
Things it yearns to remember

And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December

2006-08-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

Here are a few qoutes i've read in reader's digest.

- If we were born knowing everything, what would we do with all this time on this earth.

-There are no regrets in life, jus lessons (Jennifer aniston)

-Celebrate what you've accomplished, but raise the bar a little higher each time you succeed.

2006-08-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

The thing i hate most is getting ur toes rammed into the sofa legs or bed... it's this throbbing pain tht seems to last forever....and leave ur toes sore.oh well, yea i am home from work. Today i somehow felt moody. No reason why. Just suddenly felt so empty inside. I pray to God tht somehow or rather He cld help me get rid of tht emptiness there.
Working is rather stressful. Although my mum owns the shop but i want myself to hit a certain quota each mth. I want to show mum tht i can handle it but i am so worn out. How in the world did she manage to handle it all-all by herself.
I always felt tht mum is someone whu's energy is like everflowing. Full of motivation and forward looking.
Somehow i think only God understand me the most.I just feel sooo tired tht i wish i cld sleep for a year.If only if only...Just ignore me guys..i am now wallowing in self-pity.Just a temporary thingy.

like wat yean say..to get a rainbow you'll need a lil rain. I wish my rainbow wld appear soon.

IF only...

2006-08-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

i've realised one thing.. my infatuation over birds started when i was in Sec 4. I did my art work based on birds.. can u imagine..

from my research

then the final piece.. named birds of paradise

so now i know... when this parrot craze started..

bird park is still one of the best place ever and now with a lil bit more knowledge of parrots..going to the bird park seems much more fun.1 day i shall go there .. will drag someone along if i can.. hee~

2006-08-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

i'm back!! my left foot hurts frm all the walking...hmm..old le..well..today i had a fruitful day. met at ling long's house for lunch.we had bee hoon. then i helped her to do some colour co-ordination for her "new" room.it was ard 3 plus before we decided to head for bugis.

We took bus 80 there. Long ride. Wanted to nap a lil since i will get bus sick but this grp of sec sch kids. very lianish and bengish looking with tattoo and all were throwing out vulgarities like nobody's business. they also on their handphone speaker real loud and filled the bus with techno. (did i tell u guys i hate techno?).Eversince then, i had a slight headache thruout the day.

Bugis was real warm and super crowded.didnt really buy anything except some ear studs while we jus did mostly window shopping.Waiited for ling long to buy some shirt.

We then headed to tampines to take the clickers.. was quite tired. The place was kinda hard to find.Then i headed back to tm to have my dinner..we had ajisen and i ate "tomato ramen" yummy filled with capsicum and all i love it!
One thing, the serving was too much for me...

We walked past a fruit stall and i bought my favourite fruit!!!

CHERRIES

yummy!

lastly i bought a toy for miilie...hehe

2006-08-24T10:55:00.000+08:00

yeapiedoo~ Today's the day for my long waited off day. *phew* it's like a golden chance for me to slog my butt out at home but i choose to go out and "party"...hahaha.. to my dear friends..u all know i dont party so obviously my party means to go out. (OFF is like a MAGIC word to me)

today's i'm gonna go to ling long's house for luncheon...and after tht we'll graze the streets of bugis..and then maybe here and there before the kind soul selina will accompany me to collect my clickers.

weet...here i am blogging and here's my darling millie...trying to type too

..oh well..i think i shld take a bath now.. Millie's waiting for her bath too!!

later!!

2006-08-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

i want to look at the world in a different light..
To look at the world in a different sight
To feel the breeze at different time..
and touch the sand that is so fine...

To travel around the world and experience the different culture.
To look at life at another man's perspective.
To eat and taste different food and interact with ppl and children of all races.

I want to travel ard the world.
I thank God tht someday i wld have the opportunity.

2006-08-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

When i was a wee little kid, mum said i was a very mischievious lil girl. I took her perfume and pour it all on the floor..and then took her lipstick and coloured her mirror.Lol. Well you cannot blame a lil kid's curiousity.
When i was a wee lil kid, daddy used to bring all of us to the beach and then he'll bring his hammock..and we'll lie on our backs and watch the clouds float by.Daddy when can we go there again ?
When i was a wee lil kid mummy used to throw me at nanny's house and i'll cry like nuts. She'll then tricked me into walking home with her and secretly slip away.
sneaky mum of mine -_-''
When i was a wee lil kid,for my kindergarten graduation i was suppose to give a speach infront of all the parents with charlotte and it scare me to death.
no wonder i get stage fright.
When i was a wee lil kid teacher made us all buy the smarties books. and from then all i Love reading. i wish i stay in the library. make it the national library.
When i was a not so wee lil girl...i went recess with 3 other girls and 1 of them became my bestie ever since...
Those were the days.

2006-08-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

okie .. i am being forced to blog.Reason being tht that video thingy is blocking my tag board... and nobody can tag =( . pls tag!!! dont leave me alone ...... =(

Let me first talk abt work..as usual it gives me backaches and neckaches...recently handache (i stamped 450 vouchers and signed 450 vouchers).well... what's new huh.
Believe or not peeps.. i got myself another bird. lol..i know..i know..people might think that i am wasting my money but i guess u all just dont understand.

Actually i was quite irritated with many ppl who feels tht girl shldnt keep birds as pet.Why ? Everyone stereotype ppl..but it's unfair to make statement like...
-is it ur grandfather influence u ?
-only ah pek keep birds
-birds are for boys
-do u bring ur bird to the park ?
The first question they ask when they see my baby millie... Can it talk?well..not every parrot talks..
Today one of my customer said to her daughter when she came in, " girl ar..u wont believe wad this mei mei's(refering to me cos i'm the youngest) hobby. She like to keep birds!!"

and i was given tht weird look.

*faints*

2006-08-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

tell me about working..and i will tell u studying is better. tell me abt studying and i will tell u slacking is the best.... lol

this is the dunno-how-many-days-no-off day for me...public holiday or not, i still have to work. i am sooooo tired these days.Someday i'll find a five day week office job...wear smart office clothes(and shoes)..haha.. working as a manicurist aint fun at all.seriously...i wish i cld find a way out...somewhere...

and u know wad..this is the dunno how many hundred times ..
Kpo-aunty-customer: girl ar, when u wanna find bf
me: huh ?
K-A-C: u always stuck here, where got guys
me: what makes u think tht if i am not stuck here still got guys ?
K-A-C: must see carefully u know..
me: (argh) orh..ok but anyway i also no time ma..
K-A-C: ur poly friends ?? haya...if ur bf sincere...after work also can meet ma
me: meet? i rather go home and sleep.
K-A-C: hayo......

sheesh .... why must they care..is not like i am not enjoying this bachelorette status. oh well...trust God to send the right one..why shld i be the one worrying...it seems to be this sort of age tht ppl ard u tends to probe into ur private life..relatives and all.

Talking abt relatives.. i am still thinking of going on hols during chinese new yr. i hate tht yearly.."wow-u-r-so-fat-compared-2-ur-sis" topic...bangkok? bali?bintan?anyone?anywhere?

2006-08-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

one of my fav old jap song-Namie Amuro

2006-07-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

And now, the end is here
And so I face the final curtain
My friend, I'll say it clear
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain
I've lived a life that's full
I traveled each and ev'ry highway
And more, much more than this, I did it my way

Regrets, I've had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do and saw it through without exemption
I planned each charted course, each careful step along the byway
And more, much more than this, I did it my way

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way

I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fill, my share of losing
And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say, not in a shy way,
"Oh, no, oh, no, not me, I did it my way"

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught
To say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows and did it my way!

"enstrumental"

Yes, it was my way

----

Editor's note: "My Way" is cut in Hollywood. Based on a French language song called "Comme D'habitude" ("As Usual"), it was given new lyrics by Paul Anka in 1968.

Original French lyrics:

Je me lève et je te bouscule
Tu n'te réveilles pas
Comme d'habitude
Sur toi je remonte le drap
J'ai peur que tu aies froid
Comme d'habitude
Ma main caresse tes cheveux
Presque malgré moi
Comme d'habitude
Mais toi
Tu me tournes le dos
Comme d'habitude
Alors je m'habille très vite
Je sors de la chambre
Comme d'habitude
Tout seul je bois mon café
Je suis en retard
Comme d'habitude
Sans bruit je quitte la maison
Tout est gris dehors
Comme d'habitude
J'ai froid
Je relève mon col
Comme d'habitude

Comme d'habitude
Toute la journée
Je vais jouer
A faire semblant
Comme d'habitude
Je vais sourire
Comme d'habitude
Je vais mÆme rire
Comme d'habitude
Enfin je vais vivre
Comme d'habitude

Et puis
Le jour s'en ira
Moi je reviendrai
Comme d'habitude
Toi
Tu seras sortie
Et pas encore rentrée
Comme d'habitude
Tout seul
J'irai me coucher
Dans ce grand lit froid
Comme d'habitude
Mes larmes
Je les cacherai
Comme d'habitude

Comme d'habitude
MÆme la nuit
Je vais jouer
A faire semblant
Comme d'habitude
Tu rentreras
Comme d'habitude
Je t'attendrai
Comme d'habitude
Tu me souriras
Comme d'habitude

Comme d'habitude
Tu te déshabilleras
Comme d'habitude
Tu te coucheras
Comme d'habitude
On s'embrassera
Comme d'habitude

2006-07-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

hmm... been looking thru my friend's profile in frienster....every looks thin........
sigh.. *lard depression is back..this new yr, i was thinkin of going on a holiday but i am still thinking of the place to go ..been really busy lately, everyone has gotten on with their life.. working,studying...i think i am gonna study soon. Not overseas but here...so LIYEAN..u can still go out with me..haha..These days there's kinda money shortage for me..cos i gotta save for my uni fees..and whenever i wan to buy anything..i will bring out the "want or Need" theory. Seems to me tht my "Want" list is never complete..I want this i want that...but i guess i have to prioritise my stuff...need to save now... =(

is urs a gd bk ?

2006-07-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

Have u ever thought of looking at ones life as a book?
maybe a novel of some sort...with interesting details
or some boring bk which is stuck somewhere behind a bookshelf, unread?
A book with a title? YOUR title? and YOU as it's Author?(or God as ur author)
Everyday is like a beginning of a new chapter. Everything u do,see,hear,taste,smell...ur memories good or bad..is all in tht book.
Until the end of the book, every chapter shld be written with great details-live life to the fullest. I dont want my book to be at the back of the shelf where nobody even know it's existence.

2006-07-10T10:15:00.000+08:00

hey..to everyone who are currently worried and curious abt my well-being..
I AM FINE *WAVES*... lol.. been really busy to blog lately-work work work (it's the same excuse but it's true)nope i didnt touch the tv but i wanna go for a show soon ... my fav. pirates of the caribbean is BACK .... woohhhooo... anyway... off to work now.. i am LATE...*grumbles*

2006-05-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

"The depth and strength of a human character are defined by its moral reserves. People reveal themselves completely only when they are thrown out of the customary conditions of their life, for only then do they have to fall back on their reserves."

[Leonardo Da Vinci 1452-1519]

2006-05-09T19:55:00.000+08:00

2006-05-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

PILATES LESSON NUMBER 1

haha will u guys believe it...i took up pilates..(i know fang and manda were trying to make me think tht kick boxing or hip hop or.. i dunno-what is better).
had my first class on mon. to think tht the class was held at 9sm every mon, there were like a huge number of ppl turning up. i'm glad to say tht i did not go alone. dragged mum,joy and nessa along..hehe..
the instructor rattled along abt the different parts of muscle etc...
instructor:and one thing abt breathing in pilates breathe in thru ur nose and breathe out thru ur mouth..(while breathing out, we were suppose to make some "shhhhhhhhhhhh" sound"

today louisa practised at home while reading a book...-breathe in, shhhhhhhhhhhhh, breathe in, shhhhhhhhhhh...................................

sis: erm for ur info the toilet is at the kitchen. u jus gotta walk out, turn left,turn right and turn left again.

2006-05-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm...i am feelin super ultra..(i hate to say this but here i go again) F.A.T..nope jia i didnt get tht lard-depression from u..actualli i feel super *toot* all along..but today jus seen some pic of my old friends...and they are all so not *toot*..and me!!! i got graduation ceremony to attend but i am soooo *toot*...arghhhhh Pilates!!! come to mama!...i am determine to take up some courses tht can help me burn those *toot*... SULK...... =(

2006-04-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

Millie first day out

today i brought millie to meet ciin(and joon),fang and manda. We were heading to GW to trim our bird stuff..i seriously think tht millie needs a wing trim as she keep flying off.. but tht guy in the shop insist tht there was nothing to cut..wat was worse...he grab my baby out frm it's box without any warning at all.. left my poor baby in such a shock which left it screaming away...wat the heck...i thought they were suppose to be much gentler with birds since they have been working with birds for soooo long...maybe next time i'll try the ones at ang mo kio or i'll jus go back to song...
millie has been a good girl today(hmmm...i think she's a girl la)...surprisingly..so i think i'll bring her out again..anyway..joon is soooo small compared to millie..she's realli cute(we think she's a she too)here's a pic of joon i took

..lol. bought for millie a new toy. was hoping to get the harness but i didnt have enough money. anyway, i managed to get some pellet for cream too..should have jus got it from other shops. GW is very expensive.i finally found a clicker but the price of it was 18.90. tht's extremely xostly for a clicker. (oh well...)
after tht we went to ciin's house.had a good dinner(thanks ciin!!) managed to watch my last part of ISWAK(thanks ciin again!)lol... and lastly.. we have found a new fashion trend for the year....

parrot hairclip anyone ??

2006-04-22T01:30:00.000+08:00

Elizabeth Bishop (1911-1979)

One Art

The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster,

Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.

I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three beloved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.

I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.

-- Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) a disaster.

2006-04-21T01:43:00.000+08:00

QUEUE KILLS, so KILL QUEUES

wait am i making any sense? yesterday i had my first mc of the year..bravo louisa..and it was taken from the gd ol' poly.clinic.. did anyone ever mention abt the system there...the amt of time frm getting to the doc to getting ur medicine..it's like WHOA..
First thing first.. i was having this flu thingy since the day before so when i got up it was worse and at tht point of time.. my room mate aka sister of mine...who was having a fever since the previous day..somehow looked pale and mum asked me to accompany her to the poly.clinic to get both of us seen by the docs..
so there was I...feeling toooo tired to travel by bus..took a cab there..which cost me ard 5 buckeroos....
PRICE CHECK :$5.something
next we blurly walked in and blurly stare ard for awhile be4 i called mum to ask wat to do..which we then realised tht the dumb US shld have gone straight away to the reception counter to take our QUEUE number...which others who've came later for us have gotten their number first...(sheesh they shld have a manual guide ard)
so we've gotten our number each..we were then suppose to head to the registration area to WAIT for our number to be flashed on the screen.. wat seems like a gazillion year finaaly arrived when our address and yada yada were being registered..we were then told to head to the second level to wait for Room blah.
and there we go again staring at the screen..almost half dead the both of us..(please dun go to the poly.clinic when u are feeling seriously ill)and finally we got to see our doc...which then after diagnosing us... told us the worse thing we want to hear... pls head to the pharmacy at the grd level and collect ur medicine...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH..there goes the queue number thingy again and we wasted ..abt 2-3 hrs..waiting and blurring ard...
my medical bill $10.80
my sis medical bill $6.40
mc gotten....
PRICE CHECK : $5.something + $10.80 + $6.40then after collecting medicine we felt super tired and hungry so walk pass the canteen.. and bought some food..
Food $2.40

PRICE CHECK:$5.something + $10.80 + $6.40 + $2.40
feeling realli exhausted by then and it was drizzling...we AGAIN .. took a cab home
Cab fare $ 4 something
PRICE CHECK : $5.something + $10.80 + $6.40+$2.40 + $4.something= approximately $29.something

isit worth it ? there goes my money....

2006-04-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

THE CASE OF THE NEW MAID

1.treasure-hunting for my clothes
2.an unpleasent breakfast- blueberry jam+hotdog+bacon bits in bread..
3.having to answer silly questions
4.practise my melayu
5.testing of patience
......

THE CASE OF GIVING AN A** UR NUMBER

1.Non-stop buggings
2.Irritating msgs
3.Never ending greetings
4.Ignorant messager..
5.Testing my patience to the max

THE CASE OF NON STOP WORKING
1.Backache
2.Neckache
3.Supper
4.lack of sleep
5.Strain of eyes
6.Inhalation of chemical stuff(very bad)
7.Irritating customers
8.weird customers
9.rude customers
10.middleman of few conflicts

RESULT: A TIRED IRRITATED LACK OF SLEEP ME

2006-04-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

yay...did my tag board again.. PPL please flood my tagboard..lol oh well.. another long and tiring day for me. work work work.. i need a long break but i think mum's more tiring then me so... i must hang on..working full time makes my meals go haywire..my sleep time too..i know i shldnt be sleeping so late but bcos i ate a late dinner i have ot sleep late and also bcos i want to use part of tht sleep time to do things i do when i got time. like surfing the net and reading..sigh..tired. i am so looking forward to go on a short holiday. i think i will do jus tht in a matter of a few mths..hopefully my kakis are free..*HINT*..
anyway i want to be the best nail artist in Singapore. i dun care must do mumsie proud! muahahaha...watch out u ppl out there i will show it to u .. *flex muscle*

2006-04-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

hey guys..i'm back! i know..after so long..many events took place..now i am officially mum's full time worker..darn and bummer.it means i can't bum somewhere and read my books/comic,watch my anime blah blah..been tied down by work so tht explains the long abscence..even to the point where no one tags and the tagboard became invalid.argh. okok... got myself a new parrot. A black capped conure.. and darn..heard tht it's molting...you knoe .. something like changing it's feather...no wonder it's so nippy...liew..anyway..
recently after attending ciin's granny's wake.. it reminded me of my grandparents..i guess no one can realli understand tht misery of losing a love one and worse still two at a go..so i can totally understand how ciin feels..it's tht sudden emptiness.. worse still i didnt see ah ma and ah gong before they died..i was walking home from sch..then mum called told me ah gong passed away..i was super sad and shock at tht time.. speechless..then b4 i knew it..i was at the wake at ah gong's hdb void deck. the feeling of losing ah gong was so unexplainable. Those times when he bought tiong bahru chee kueh for us.. and bringing me home from kindergarten...i miss ah gong.. and ah gong always cut fruits for us and make sure we eat them..ah gong teaches me chinese..he reads words tht i can't..and i jus cant believe he's gone jus like tht..
i felt so sad but i try to act like i didnt cry..but i cried in the back seat of the car..and everytime when ppl come to visit at the wake..esp ppl i know..i jus feel my tear welling up..then before i knoe it again..he was being cremated..and who knoes 3 days later..my granny died. jus like tht...i was feeling sorta numbed at tht point of time but looking at her coffin..tht emptiness grew..this time we can't hold it at the void deck..they say two funerals at the same area is bad luck or something.. so we had it at some teochew funeral palor..the place was rather quiet and at certain point of time i felt quite spooked..i miss granny..actualli we've lost granny a long time ago to stroke. she was bed ridden for 9 yrs..she cant even talk or move.. jus stare blankly at the ceiling or close eyes when she sleep. you know it's like your soul being trap in an empty shell..all these nine yrs.. we keep getting hospital scares.. tht granny is gonna go off but i guess she've waited to part this world with ah gong.
you knoe they say a VERY loving couple, tends to leave the world together. I dearly miss the 2 important figures in my life. When the day comes to go to heaven, i wan to give them each a long big hug.

2006-02-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

Arena

(known to self and others)

happy, sentimental, sympathetic

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

able, accepting, adaptable, bold, caring, cheerful, confident, dependable, friendly, helpful, independent, kind, logical, loving, mature, observant, organised, patient, proud, quiet, religious, self-conscious, sensible, shy, spontaneous, trustworthy, warm, witty

Façade

(known only to self)

calm, reflective, self-assertive

Unknown

(known to nobody)

brave, clever, complex, dignified, energetic, extroverted, giving, idealistic, ingenious, intelligent, introverted, knowledgable, modest, nervous, powerful, relaxed, responsive, searching, silly, tense, wise

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Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 19.2.2006, using data from 15 respondents.
You can make your own Johari Window, or view slidecream's full data.

2006-02-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

one week's over..time flies..and i am still stuck at my revision..somehow or rather..after yrs of studying..it starts to "numb" into me..i dunno how to explain..but i jus feel soooo tired..and here i am left with 2 papers..i knoe getting a degree is better compared to a diploma but i need a break first..mum wants me to help at the shop..i guess maybe i could take the opportunity to become a business woman or something..she was thinking of sending me to japan.. to aunty izumi's place..but that was jus a thought..i am not sure of it either..the road ahead seems blurry..nv occur to me tht i've reached this far..and i thank God for it. being 20 might not be a big deal to some but it means alot to me..it sort of signify being more independent and less reliant on mum and dad. i wanna to make their life easier and much better..somehow i am at this point of time tht i jus wish for a good long break.
i dunno what has PL done to my studying mood but it certainly affects me alot..i think it must be the overwhelming tests.. Is this a sign of mental fatigue? Or sheer boredom?
had service today and it was great..i jus love being in the prescence of God..i told nessa today tht if i were to find a guy.. he need to love God more than me.
i am realli determine on it..cos..if he loves God alot naturally he'll love me too..but oh well besides height and all of course.
Dad did mention abt finding mr right..mum sometimes disturb me abt it.. but i told God..if i dun find one tht loves You alot.. i rather remain a spinster..lol
besides..it's still to early to get one..

2006-02-14T18:12:00.000+08:00

Back again~~ (^_^)V
was in the middle of watching the figure skating fo the olympic game.. i must say that it's my most most most favourite part after gymnastic. When I was a lil girl.. I used to dream tht mama wld one day send me to a gynastic sch..then when i was first introduced to the skating round..i wld admire those skaters doing those double twist and all..but now..too old la!! lol. but anyway, there'll be a figure skating competition(pair) at 2am. yay..
hmm..was super busy and i was caught up with loads of projects..esp major project presentation..now i'm left with 2 more papers..
oh..recently..some of you(my close friends) wld know tht i've gotten myself a new pet cockatiel. Well, my bestie and i thought of many names and she came out with "chupie" taken frm chupa chups..i'm actually thinking of adopting one more bird...but oh well i guess i'll wait awhile and get use to chupie..
Chupie is super cute...frm day 1 til now it never fails to amuse us...SHUHUI and ppl!! the toys tht u all got for it, it loves them..keep jumping on the ring!! haha..
Thanks guys for my birthday treat...jia for my fish and co.ling,yean,glad,boy...for chupie...thanks thanks thanks... ^^

2006-01-31T01:07:00.000+08:00

It has been awhile..but here i am again peeps..been realli caught up with projs and work..been kinda neglecting band..i feel so so guilty abt it but i dun have much choice..too many commitments too lil time..
past few days i've been working non stop til the wee hours in the morn...can u imagine..how vain can women get..to even wanna do their nails at 1 in the morning..wasnt in a gd mood cos some customers jus pisses me off badly..maybe it was bcos of all the stress..lack of sleep and the music in the shopping mall..shldnt be losing my cool so easily..
oh well..sch's ending..proj and exams are nearing..oh no...jus had this prep talk when i visited my neighbour's house...he's some well read guy who kinda knoe loads of stuff concerning logistics..and well..as u knoe i am majoring tht..and i guess i am ashame to say i didnt learn much during the yrs..my grades were bad..real bad..i didnt realli care cos i wasnt happy with my course..but i regretted not caring now..regret..i jus hate tht word..and there wld always be some smarty relatives of urs whu tries to get u to say what have u learnt...what ur course is like..blah blah..suddenly u realise..u're tongue tied..why didnt i take design ?? why why why?? and there are plenty of whys left unanswered..but this neighbour left me with a word tht impact me the most. " The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom" although i feel kinda helpless a times during proj..but i guess i should turn to Him for help.
Anyway.. talking abt new yr visits... my relatives kept commenting on my size and my sis size..then we when to my uncle house for dinner..he was like .."why u still so "THIN"".. like wth !!! so i was damn angry..so i told my sis.. frm now on ...every new yr..whoever whu invites us for dinner and make such remarks... i shall...... EAT ALL THEIR FISH MO AND ABALONES ..FINISH ALL OF IT(and whatever expensive stuff they have in their steamboats..except for meaty stuff and organs)!!! hmph... fat ppl loves to eat wad.. so i'll jus finish all of it.. i dun care..*cross arms*...

At the beginning..........

2006-01-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps...we are in another new year!! Time to show our care and concern to ppl ard us..and maybe do a lil self improvement... haha..
went to watch narnia with mr hui(not a bad show after all)..hmm thanks for ur treat!!
Well..I've updated my other blog..so yea.. haha. i knoe it's been a long time but sometimes when u dun have any inspiration..u jus cannot write anything..
anyhow...I've discovered a rosti-like recipe..haha..i will try to improve it and see if i really can make a rosti..

yuppo.... i feel like learning loads of stuff...let's see
-salsa(to continue beginner 2) but no guy friends want to learn with me..
-japanese(to continue beginner 2 too)
-sign language(to continue frm where i've know)
-french (argh...it's damn classy la..but..so hard)
-kendo?akkido?
-horseback riding?
-cooking..(those culinary cusine kind)
-art class? (as in pick up frm those super experienced ppl..to improve myself)
-majoring in designing..or early childhood...

i think my list will go on and on..haha..I'm a confused kid...

bored...

2005-12-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

haha... bored again.. these days..i've realised i've turned into a super homely person..and wow..i've blogged twice in a day!!! hmm... i've been doing some cleaning at home..wash and cut veggies..read to my lil sis..lol..
But of cos nothing beats having to relax on mr fluffy(my sis gigantic bear..no kidding it's elephantine)and having a cold mask..siping on my green tea.. after a long day...lol.
I think i am a major sucker when i walk pass beauty shops.. i'll look at conditioner for my hair...mask and creams for my face..everything seems buyable..*grin*
these days..i am suddenly super attracted to online shopping..so far gotten my papillio and a victoria secrets lotion online. believe it or not it is way way cheaper online...this time hollister's tank and tops are blinking infront of me ...dun get me wrong..i'm not a severe shopaholic..jus tht i find tht the designs of those tops are great.. cos they are long..usually u get a tank top or something..it's rather short..i dunno if u knoe what i mean..haha oh well..
Mum has been commenting on my taste of things these days.She says i'm quite aunty recently.. hey..i am not.. let me justify myself.. firstly..i love vintage! i find them extremely classy..i love musicals and some oldies...shows like moulin rouge, phantom of the opera..sound of music.attracts me..i love jazz...i am sure dozen of peeps out there wld associate such acquired taste as aunty...
hmm...i guess i am those tweed,velvet and pearls kind of person.. anyway...
so much for my acquired taste.. i guess i am weird in some ways.. call me eccentric ..i dun care.. *bleahx*

GriNNNNNNNNNNN

2005-12-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

woot..it's almost the end of 2005!!!finally graduating soon..let's say in abt 3 mths time. time flies and i can't imagine i've gone thru psle..O's..test..exams..hw..competitions.. at tht point of time it realli felt way impossible for me to survive thru.. but here i am. I guess I am so happy tht i've gotten so far..

Jus wanna thank all my great pals tht have been with me thru thick and thin.. be it my poly mates..like ting, lian and shuhui..(esp those time tolerating mr koh's sacarstic remarks..)laine,not forgetting my dear friend huishan
my church mates like christine angela michelle crystabel..anna..vanini..
my band friends..baldy..wen..hui..clapton.etc
my attachment friends.. sha sha..raine..tina..kyle..
my bestest of the best bud.. jia..
other peeps like..joy..ling long..yean..glad..

THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS loads.. Louisa love all of you alot!!

so..wad's my nxt step for the years ahead...
well i'm not sure i guess.. currently quite blur abt it.. but i guess i'll jus leave it to God to handle for me...of cos i wld be glad to get the chance to furhter my studies..and..maybe be someone useful..be it with the kids in my church..or with mum's business..seriously.. i guess nothing matters anymore.. as in i dun care wad i'll work as..but i jus wanna do what God plan for me..

hmm...touching on a sensitive matter now... haha.. my future partner.. i guess .. not so soon. I am serious abt it.. i'll rather be a spinster then find someone not suitable..lol..i need someone whu loves God more than me..when tht someone comes along..i'll date for sure..haha..so no worries peeps.. dun try match making me again k..lol

ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...i guess christmas was lovely..i cooked up a mini storm and well .. yes. got pressies for and from ppl.. I love it guys!! esp jia's funky necklace...love ya babe!!!

*muacksies for all*

Blessed 2006!

Record breaking ....

2005-12-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

I guess some of u who knoe me well enough...knoes very well tht i hate horror movies rite..well...i've got sabotage into watching "SAW 2" ... ARGHHHHHH (i guess when hui shan reads this.. she must be..laughing at me..)
I was practically hiding behind my sweater the whole time... gruesome...DUN WATCH IT!!! man... i thought can escape..suddenly xian yuan call me and say.."hello..we bought ur ticket already"....anyway..
I'm super happy today...although i spend a great time freezing while doing my major proj..but by going to TM ...i've bought something tht i scrimped for a long time.. and tht thing is for my bestie!!! hehe..but i feel so so happy when i brought it out of the shop...it feels so gd jus to knoe tht it wld be very much appreciated by her.. hehe..jia..must wait til christmas then can open k... ^^..

*BEAMS*

lalala

2005-12-07T15:58:00.000+08:00

was rushing through my report today .. it feels good to be alone sometimes.. today i need not go sch cos i've got online lecture(which i've completed yesterday). This week's a busy week again i guess.. but i do love the feeling of sitting alone in the room..having the comp all to myself(sis is away at genting..bro at tution)..so there u are.. tht peace and quiet..(dad's at home but he doesnt bother me at all..infact he's a super nice companion when he isnt angry...he cooks..cleans..yeah)..anyway... Sometimes being alone is good..have u ever tried watching movie alone ?? I've tried tht last sem(huishan and nancy thought i was mad and they came to accompany me as soon as their lecture ended) but it really feels good you knoe..
I dunno but i guess sometimes when u are alone .. you tend to be yourself...sometimes even ard your close friends and family..some part of u dun show..haha..
boy oh boy.. i've finish a lil less than half of my report..and man..i've got band prac later in the evening..
trying to rush thru it cos deadline is on mon (i've got youth camp on fri-sun)...

*yawns*

tried this before ??? this is "nerd rope"

this is how it looks...hey jia.. urs is still in my cupboard..got addicted to it when i was working in the airport...haha..anyway.. here are more airport pics..planes planes planes..

lol..customer service buggy ...

A picture i took yesterday..

totally unrelated but... i love sunsets.... ^^

ok..i was forced to blog....

2005-12-06T17:11:00.000+08:00

as usual..to my dear readers...i'm a one super lazy blogger..but due to some reason..here i am today.. jia made me *-_-''.. ok but i wun ask 5 ppl to ans this anyway..(too lazy again)

so here goes .. 5 quirks abt me..

QUIRK 1
I really really hate travelling alone cos i'll get lost. ( i am serious)..for example..i was suppose to meet jiarong at lavender yesterday..i knoe.. where's concourse but i dun realli knoe how to go there.. thank Goodness she waited for me.. and i am sure..
mr ng junfong also knoe tht cos there's this one time when he asked me to go for cnl prac..i keep asking him how to get there..i guess i was too buggy..tht he told me to meet him at serangoon mrt control station..then i waited..thinking tht we r taking train...then when he finally came..he was like.."let's go" and walked towards the escalator he came frm.."eh... i told we are going for prac??" i asked.. "ya, we are taking bus wad" he said. "then why didn't u ask me to wait for u at the bus stop instead" i replied.."oh...i thought u'll get lost" but in actual fact i think i will.. cos there's so many exits..

QUIRK 2
When i am hungry... nv nv nv .. make me eat sweet stuff...I know it sounds weird but.. my tummy will feel super uncomfortable when i eat sweet stuff knowing tht i am hungry..and the sweet food tht went down will almost go obsolete..it doesnt kill my hunger pangs...

QUIRK 3
before i eat my hashbrown at Macs during breakfast... i'll draw a huge happy face on it with tomato sauce.. haha.. i'm serious...here's one gd example...i did tht when i was having breakfast with Raine last week

QUIRK 4
I hate to eat meat... esp chicken and pork and sometimes fish...
firstly..i hate chicken and fish with bones attached...(so i'm fine with fillet and cutlets) I hate steam fish unless it's frm those fine dining places where the fish doest stink.. and no pork.. except for hams and bacon thank you.
I am however i great sucker for veggies and sometimes seafood... buy me a meal at fish and co. or subway..i'll love you..(haha)

QUIRK 5
I hate taking pictures... cos i feel tht i look fat in them .. i'm serious...i cant smile properly in pictures..but miracles do happen in some pictures..lol..
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anyway.. i've finish with my attachment... took quite afew pictures.. made many friends.. here's a view of the plane...and Airbus380..

here's some pictures of my crazy friends...
ms sha sha...the imperial princess

ms sha sha and me

Huishan.. haha..acting spastical

Ms pretty raine...

I MISS THEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM......................
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went for a small gathering with bing..mr figo..baldy..shaohui and wen..went to carls junior for lunch..gd food..i finished the HUGE portion love the fries esp...
Spend alot of time laughing my head off.. cos baldy brought his saxophone along and his jacket..there wasnt any space for the saxophone so it was placed at the chair beside me... and soon mr saxophone became my boyfriend...they ever tried to put his arms(er.hem...sleave i mean) around me...

hahaha...wow... see jia...now u made me write my long long post... haha....thanks for ur bao and roti last nite..yummy... ^^

ArgHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh...

2005-11-30T15:58:00.000+08:00

ONE thing abt staying at this place to work is ONE particular person tht drives me crazy...(of cos there are others.. but THIS particular guy is a major...)
Wait til i list out wad he has said to me ... u can see wat an ... is he...

-On my first week..he said " can u bring this down to XXXXXXX... you knoe where she sit ??(i said no..duh first wk leh) he said oh!! you'll find out" and he walked off..

-the other day when i was waiting for the lift... He walked pass me and said " you knoe it's a waste of time taking the lift, i'll take the stairs instead)

-the other day..he asked me to complete his ex-intern's work...he asked me if i've finished without even briefing me on wad was it...

-the other day when i did the work he gave..i did a sample to show him as his explanation for things aint clear..he said" nxt time u not sure please ask me.. by doing tht(the smaple) it's a waste of time)

-the other day when i finally finished keying in the data.. he said" hmm ok...but i prefer all the numbers in another column.." (WHY DIDT U SAY EARLIER !!!!!! ...)

-the other day when i told him when i've emailed him the work... he said " work ??? i nv receive .. send again" (NXT TIME U NV CHECK THEN DUN ASK ME MAIL U !!!!)

-the other time when i emailed AGAIN, he call me over and said " erm..is not tht i wanna say but u evaluate ur own work, how did u think u fare ."( ARGGHHH) i told him tht he didnt explain properly so how do u think i knoe...

-the other day... he said" in future..u and the others(intern) have to collect all the outgoings and ingoings mail"

-then the other day he said "frm now on ... u have to collect them(outgoing and ingoing mails) twice in the morning and twice in the afternoon(U THINK WE SO FREE AR)

-the other day ... 15 min before a BIG meeting... he told me " pls help me to find out the top 5 data of ....... i need it in 15 min time..." i told him i am not sure.. he said"it's ok i'll edit after u're done" .. then he suddenly say he doesnt have time and asked me to photocopy 10 copies each and bring down to the meeting rm... when i went down...he came out and say.."wad are these(the paper) ..i dun understand" i told him "jus now i told u i dun understand .. us said u'll edit ..then he asked me to go back and redo"

-yesterday.. he asked me to reedit the graph ...then also bring down a file to XXXXXXX then...i went down but mr XXXXXXXX is not in his office and his door was closed..so i went to find mr XXXXXXXX secretary to pass it to her but she's also not in...lucky kyle came in...then he helped me pass to some lady in the same dept..she helped me put into his dip. but...
today he came over and say" how come i asked u to send down the file yesterday but XXXXXXXX got it only today??" (NXT TIME SEND IT URSELF!!! how can i enter someone's office when he's not ard..if anything lost they wld blame me ok!!.. U NINKENPOOT!!!!!!!)

-TODAY... after re-editing tht dumb graph for like thousands of time... he said " I can only blame u if the data is incorrect but i cannot blame u if i dun like the graph" ( NXT TIME U DO IT URSELF U .. U ..U ninckenpoot)

no matter how many the "other day" i used .. it's uncountable....it wldnt be able to sum up wad an ... he is. SO Jia u know why am i SUPER pissed off rite at times rite... yes bcos of tht ... If only i can dump this big tv over his cubicle... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.......

Good thing i got self control....*breathe in breathe out* nv in my entire life have i seen such a guy...uncultured and rude... *BLEAHX*

Lazy me

2005-11-28T14:54:00.000+08:00

I knoe I knoe...long time since i've blogged.. reason ranges from being plain lazy to very busy. hey but here I am again..lol..anyway I do wonder whu reads my blog anyway..

Christmas is ard the conrner..christmas carols are being played everywhere i go.. Dun u jus love Christmas..the feeling is sooo nice...peaceful..warmth..love..(ok not forgetting pressies)hee.
This is like my last week of attachment..boy i'll miss going to transit..hmmm..last sat i went to my major proj company....man..sooo ulu..and not only tht the place is freezing cold..(-20 degrees, some frozen storage area)for some reason i've decided not to name the company..

Reacently they(sch) jus sent me a paymaent slip..i dunno get it why we shld pay for nov period til april... this whole sem we are almost away most of the time ... how irritating...so i decided tht we shld really make full use of the facilities..muahahahahahahahaha...

Miss going out..now tht i've got attachment..hard core band pracs.. and last all work at mum's...anyway i was listening to 987...then got some sms thing ... can win voucher.. i solved the thing in less than 5 min but i didnt catch the number on how to send it there...darn.. i hope i can get it... 50 BUCKS!! man... lol

Sat.. my birks came in ..YAY.haha..love it but i shld have ordered a narrow one...haha.oh well.tempted to get another one..hmmph...mum's gonna kill me if i really get one more..haha
Yupp i'll be off for now..meanwhile i will try to upload pictures.

owwww...

2005-11-10T10:12:00.000+08:00

okie.. i'm currently suffering frm stiff neck.. how did i get it?? well i was slacking in the office playing some online tetris game..and suddenly owww!!!! is it a punishement for slacking... *grumbles* i wanted to find my counter pain ...but i can't find tht precious tube...*grumbles*..as usual here i am in the office..er hm.. slacking...everyone's busy and tht frigging LL is talking as loud as usual..
anyway..lawrence applied my pass til area c but dunno why i didnt get it..so here was the conversation..
KW: louisa.. can u go into .. place
Me: er..no
Law: ya lor i dunno why leh i applied til area c for her (to KW)
(turning to me) Can u tell me.. did u do anything when u are young...as in why
they didnt approve ur pass..
Me: ahahaha... yea... i did... i told lies...
Law:oh no wonder....

prior to tht conversation
Shawn: Louisa..i need to check wad are can u go into
Law: i thot i applied Area b,c and d for her.
Me: no leh.. i only got b and d (lifted up my pass to show him)
Law: huh... howcome ar...they dun like ur face is it...

-_-''... tht lawrence...lol

haha lame..but i am feeling rather crappy cos not only i've got stiff neck.. i've also got a sore throat and block nose..can u imagine...how crappy is my mood now..to solve myself from freezing..i've brought my wooley shawl to work..so now is shawl plus jacket..haha..(here goes LL's loud boomin voice again)
oh well...left with less than a mth here...and i am feeling terribly broke...
1. got to purchase this mth bus stamp($52)
2.food here is ex
3.need to get christmas pressies..
4.clothes..but not sure i can add tht in
oh..the new intern sharifah.. she's like realli nice(..and i guess i hope to help her ard while i am here..

anyway i'll update u guys soon ..meanwhile i'll go slack somemore i guess..

ZzzzzzzzzzZZZ

2005-11-04T09:32:00.000+08:00

today's such a cosy morning...a morning where it's nice to be in bed.. curling up under the warm blankie....sigh..but here I am at work..freezing to death in this super cold office.. Wish i've got gloves...been wanting to go shopping..wanted some tops..but due to vit M factor i can't do it.
anyway..met a kind soul this morning..was walking in the rain to the bus stop..hee too lazy to bring umbrella. This lady suddenly walked beside me and sheltered me with her umbrella!! Hmm.. bless her !!
Was working like mad yesterday...sometimes I hate public hols cos i gotta work at mum's..and working at mum's always make me very tired the nxt day..esp where it concerns the neck and the back..but 2 days ago.. during the deepavali break i went sentosa with daddy and all(except mum of cos)..damn cool.. I miss such times..we had a real fun time..lunch was so cosy and nice.It was Bk with Love.. anyway .. we walked the dragon trail...took pics with merlion... blah blah.. best part was sitting the luge..and tht "cable car" thingy...it was super duper cool...but i realli wish dad could come along...
Been takin loads of pics everywhere i go so i can blog abt it... but too lazy to upload..haha..
dung... there's sch tomorrow...hate sch and work... when can i bum ?? i want BUM....
*pouts*

Thanks ..

2005-10-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

hmm...today got mix feelings .. cos tina leaving.. i guess it wld be kinda boring now. well at least today managed to chit-chat with Jia.. love the park at night...it's not freaky at all.. jus feel the fresh air ... ok not tht it's better than morning air but i dunno.. when i am out there, it was like.. "Freedom.."

At least I've got a bestie who cares.. make me feel tht somehow I am not tht alone after all. Not tht I am saying my other friends dun care but.. sometimes it's jus tht lonely feeling tht u cannot explain..tht's how i feel most of the time..

Thank God for you Jia!

haha quiz quiz quiz..

2005-10-26T12:19:00.000+08:00

I'm bored.. so before my work starts piling .. i shall do some quizzes.. =D

Which Goddess are you -For Girls (stunning Pics!)
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you are a water sprite. calm peaceful and loves
water.. best compatible with earth.

whats your element?! tell me now!!!!
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hmm... two quizzes ... and both water...

The Prep. Your style sense of what's trendy in
today's society is on point. You know how to
spend money, and get all you can out of a
dollar to make you look right for the occasion.

What Clique Do You Belong To?
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hmm.....

You are a watermelon! You are popular and loved by
many people. You are sweet and that is why you
are eaten alone. You can be hasty at sometimes
but love attention from people.

What fruit are you?
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this time i am a watermelon... =D.. ok ok i AM.. bored.. waiting for lunch hr..sigh.. work sucks huh...u'll end up doing things u don't normally do like the quizzes..lol

nxt quiz... hahaha.. I AM BORED WAD!!

You're perfect guy is an romantic guy who will kiss
you and hug you as much as he can ! ( me: ^-^)

Who's You're perfect guy? - girls only!- - With beautifull anime pics!-
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wah.... k la k la... dun bore u guys but i might start posting quizzes again if i am tht bored..

OuCh

2005-10-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

haha... today is day 3 of my sunburn...not as painful but it's still red..
it's like so painful tht i splurge almost 20 bucks for a tube of aloe.v gel. i knoe.. i feel conned.. but it did me great help..made my office time much bearable.. haha..hmm..watched my korean show.. getting sadder each epi..but the actor seems more and more handsome to me.. hahaha... oh well.

had a great sat..enjoy both sun,sea,exercise,food... i had my fav subway..nv gonna get sick of it i think.met up with my bestie and my crazy gd friend sel.. I WANNA go cycling again leh...

work was fine.. usual stuff..been walking in the whole transit till my backache..managed to check 2 brochure stands..and surveyed 20 odd ppl...tomorrow's wed..and there's my fav taiwan show..Haha.I always look forward to my weeks..there's a show each there tht keeps my gg.. lol..

kk.. off i go to put my aloe.v gel again..

Yummy..

2005-10-21T17:02:00.000+08:00

Talking to my friend Selina can be so exasperating...

Lou: hey so me and J meet at K.... MRT at 8 am. then you drop in the same train when it reaches ur stop

Sel:Oh ok.. then when you leave the house call me. Take bus call me again. Oh ya.. Morning Call too. Scared i forget to wake up. Thanks.

I so feel like a maid -_-''

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Anyway...i jus finish slurping away my pure vanilla ice blended frm coffee bean.. My fav..I dun mind havin tht and subway for lunch everyday !! yummy.. Subway all the way.. anytime anyday!!(hehe .. lame)..but i guess if i feel damn cold in my office..is my fault..i know but sometimes u can't resist such stuff... and i think i've got acquired taste for certain stuff..for ex when i go to subway..i will take all the veggies(except for stinky onion)..olives are gd ...tomatoes are gd.. all yum yum..how many of u will take all(well almost) the veggies..haha..then i got this liking for beef jerky..if you've seen one...it might prolly look disgusting to you..it's some stick-looking thing..but recently i've discovered beef jerkys also comes in "bah kua" looking ones and steak looking ones...Yum-mer-roo... haha..oh speaking abt subway.. there was once i was at subway with shan...this ang mo lady requested for carrots to be put into her sandwich...i mean .. whu puts carrot into sandwiches...
hmm...i'm crapping so much and it's still not 6. sigh.. ppl in the office are super busy..so busy tht i am not given any work cos they are busy.. then i've found new stuff to do...tht's to view yahoo auctions and playing miniclips... tht's wad kept me busy today and yesterday..one thing abt the games..there are no pause buttons...so i've gotta keep staring at the screen and pray tht i am not given a job.
besides doing tht..i am only asked to pass documents ard.. and collect stuff..and summarizing stuff..so i've no time to go to msn and chat with my darling friends..hehe cos i've found new entertainment source. =P

A tribute to my bestfriend

2005-10-18T12:30:00.000+08:00

sometimes when u wish you can relax.. things starts happening..it's like a grapevine ...climbing all over you...twirling ard you..gripping hold of you..it's like weeds choking off all your need for survival..but at the end of the day.. if you've stand firm thru out with the help God.. all these things tht once leeched onto you jus doesnt bother you or might even die off...
But how strong a human will power is ? For me.. God is my main source of strength..my help in times of need. but i guess there's this one friend who stood by me all the way..no matter rain or shine..and she played an impt role in helping those weeds seem bearable..
Believe it or not...this simple friendship started off way back when we both simply wanted to escape from someone.. it's like during recess, when the bell goes.. we both wld dash down the stairs together..this friendship grew into sec sch where you can find the two of us giggling during science lesson in the lab on how soft is gold..it soon became an " i-can-read-ur-mind-thing". Somehow we wld laugh at certain stuff without saying a word.There were also times when we were both mugging for exams..or going to supermarket to cook up a storm in the kitchen.
Once or twice we were upset with each other...but all these seemed kinda stupid now..
The things we did together can never ever be summarised all into one entry..but tht someone knows it better..hmm..jus wanna say a thousand thanks to you for being there..esp now when the world seems bleak to me.

Thanks Jia

Brrr...

2005-10-17T17:41:00.000+08:00

I-Am-So-Fur-Ree-Zing-Co-old.... office is getting colder everyday.. Becoming winter (not wonder) land... It's sooo cold tht i am freezing under my jacket..soo cold tht i wish i own to warm gloves, a Heater to warm my butt, a long wooly scarve, a super duper cool trench coat and a fluffy ear muff.. okok i am exagerating but it IS really cold here..everytime I am given work on my comp. My fingers felt frozen on the keyboard...and i try to find every source of warmth..like the photocopier and the printer but...there are not even the slightest bit warm.. and when i wanna drink water from my bottle.. the water feels like it's being taking out from the fridge.It's a good thing tht when i talk vapour doesn't come out frm my mouth. During such freezing time i've found out that ur butt is the best hand warmer in the world in such condition..I've practically spend hrs sitting on my hand..(hey it doesn't stink la).. anyway..the day is ending but i've still got a band prac to attend .. the band rm is yet another----- winterland.

yay...korean show tonight !!

hahahaha

2005-10-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

okie today is a crazy day..keep seeing weirdos ard... I went for some aussie uni after church.(had duty with the kiddos today!!) then met there..after tht head to subway for sandwich(my fav!!!)then it was still pouring but i decided to head to mrt
..so took out the most waterproof brochure i can find...with tht long skirt i wore..kinda hard to walk in the rain..then this bunch of ah bengs started whistling at my sis and I..(-_-'')..on this kinda situation..jus walk pass them pretend u nv hear is the best solution...then we walked and walked..finally mrt!!! In the mrt.. we sat opp. this old uncle...he was drumming his fingers furiously on the seat..then it got wilder..he started drumming his fingers and stamping his foot at the same time...(noisy)then my sis and i were trying to hard not to laugh. We got off, board bus home..then this guy...ok..uncle again... was singing.... Char shao bao... and with those facial expression like he was reallin into the music..this time we both cldn't stop giggling..then when we look up...there was this van...some furniture movers..and the name of the company stated in bold red.. " hao ban jia" .

hmm.. tomorrow..tiring day i guess .. off i go and zzzzz..nite dudes..

i guess...

2005-10-16T00:54:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile since i've done so much thinking. I figure out after awhile tht i am sometimes over sentive certain stuff. Think too much on how others feel. I guess it's time I shld live my own life and stop leeching on to others.You cannot turn back time and return to the past no matter how much u wish. Things gotta move on. Well.. i jus got to find my own life huh..where? I dunno.. God help me... I think i've been working too much to show care to ppl ard me but do i have a choice? I think I jus have to leave it to him.
Anyway i'm looking forward for service tomorrow..Enjoy the every peace i've found in Him.

*Hilary Duff*
Someone's Watching Over Me

I found myself today
Oh, I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
A voice of reason, I forgot I had
All I know, is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it’s written in the sky tonight

Chorus:
So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems, life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark, I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me

I’ve seen that ray of light
And it’s shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won’t be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is
Yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment, to my dreams

At last..

2005-10-13T17:32:00.000+08:00

Here I am in my office... Waiting waiting waiting- for 6 pm to come.. why?? cos i can head home.. and chill on my cosy couch..slack ard, watch tv and sleep. You may say tht I am a boring person but I dun care..haha..working jus drains my energy on doing things i wld normally do if i am at home(like going online til wee mornings, catching up with my friends and my best bud thru msn-ing).
Will i realli turn into a boring freak after i graduate and start working ? i wonder..Yesterday, huishan and I met yingying for dinner at Genki sushi.. then we had Galare waffle with blueberry cheesecake yogurt ice cream(low fat) haha... then we walked ard transit.. i think ppl wld think we are nutters but it feels good to be with ur old friends huh..anyway..while we were in transit..we passed by two jazz bar.. I MEAN LIVE JAZZ !!! but not many ppl appreciate such stuff.. and not all my friend share this music-liking interest of mine.. I guess I would really wanna find out a salsa spot.. kinda miss dancing but too bad i've got no dancing partner..(rite jia).. i guess guys these days are not realli into such stuff..
hmmm....working kinda sucks huh...first you have to literally drag urself out of the bed in the morning...then u abandon ur past time..then jus when u are bored and u brought ur bk along to work and decided to read it...someone spotted u, looking so free and decided to give u something to do...here i am ranting away.. prolly i shld blog much more often...i practically spend all my free time looking at blogs to entertain myself(so jia..is not tht i say ur entry is boring..is tht i need ur entries to stay saint..)looking at the comp makes u look busier than reading..
whew after typing sooo much ... it's still not 6pm.. OH MAN...... i jus remembered.. i can't go home later... i've got band com meeting..jus my luck when slacking is so near yet so far......

busy but.................

2005-10-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

here's some stuff abt me

7 things that scare me:
1) Heights
2) horror movies
3) shark movies..lol
4) roller coaster
5) being alone
6) unfamiliar places
7) getting lost somewhere

7 things I like the most about me:

1) my small eyes
2) my nails i guess
3) my view towards certain stuff
4) my height
5) my eyesight
6) my choice of stuff
7) me on and off rosy cheek ??

7 things I hate the most about me:
1) my lazy attitude
2) me not discipline enough on certain stuff
3) me not being independent
4) my deproving chinese and english
5) my limited brain capacity
6) my lil patience to study for exams
7) my fats(lol)

7 most important things in my room:
1) My blankie
2) my bolster
3) my bed
4) my books, comics , bible
5) my skin care..make up blahblah
6) my clothes(not all though)
7) the com?? (to dl anime)

7 random facts about me:
1) I am easily irritated with inconsiderate ppl
2) I have a habit of reading my book til the end at a go..
3) I can't act
4) I can go ga-ga over a lil puppy or a kid
5) I feel uncomfortable in a new environment
6) I keep stuff to myself
7) I am kind of a routine person

7 things I plan to do before I die:
1) to do wad God wants me to do
2) to be the best I cld be for ppl ard me
3) do wad I like(salsa? horse-back riding?)
4) to have my own art collection ?
5) play a few instrument? or at least be really
good with my trombone
6) to have a dog
7) to find my ben.. (lol)nah at least live somewhere
with nice scenary

7 things I can do:
1) Sing
2) draw
3) read non stop
4) complain?
5) paint(on both nails & paper)
6) sleep like a pig
7) becoming real crappy

7 things I say the most:

1) damn (BAD HABIT)
2) liew
3) oh man..
4) ya rite...
5) sheesh
6) sure not
7) huh..really..

7 celeb crushes:
I dun really crush celeb therefore i dunno their names
1) some kimchi guy at the qiu tian de tong hua
2) eh...cinderella story guy
3) eh.. edison chen(i knoe.. he's abit off but..he's cute)
4) Beckham(he's cute too)
5) pan wei bo (is tht how u spell his name? cute also)
6) eh..kakashi(tht's in naruto..haha..anime characters also cute k.)
7) eh freddie prince junior?

7 people I'll love to see doing this:
1) everyone
2) everyone
3) everyone
4) everyone
5) everyone
6) everyone
7) everyone

Hahaha......

2005-10-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

hm..

2005-09-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

this is the longest time i've been sick.. since tues i've got flu but i can't take mc cos attachment starts the nxt day..then started having fever for like the next few days..cough..blah blah.so finally fri morning i got no strength to get up for work..so call in for mc. Doc say most prob the air con at work place worsen my flu...first time in my entire life i blew my nose til it became sore... but i guess it's also a long break for me...long time since i slept my entire day away... nv sleep like tht..now i felt tht i better quickly blog b4 the medicine begin to make me drowsy...

sniff.............Tissue pls

2005-09-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

today's a rainy tuesday.. and now's a thundery night..My nose is runny..and my head feels giddy..i jus took few tablets tht made me drowsy..to think i can come up with this so crappy..but i am trying to feel happy..but how happy can i get when tomorrow i need to get peppy cos of my SIP..

Sigh....I hate flu-ey...but i pray tht i get well-y..cos tomorrow i have to get Smart-y for my ever dreaded Sip...

=)

2005-09-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

hmm...Been thinking alot lately..Prayed to God regarding my future.On friday's
prayer meeting. Aunty Geok end spoke out during the prayer to me.." God's work is the best work." of cos there are loads more she said but the sentence really struck me.Wad am I gonna be ?somehow or rather...God's greatness is awesome..it's jus soooo great tht no words can describe it..Before tht, i did pray for my SIP.God gave me a job at the airport with XXXX company. COOL RITE. ONE STRAIGHT BUS. It was another tiring week but with God's grace i've managed to pull thru.

Got a new skin..the pop ups are sure irritating... so jus bare with it for awhile..i will remove it soon.

Crappers and crap..

2005-09-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

alritey..today's a realllllllllllllllllly tiring day for me.I've sat for killer papers for the past few days..but today's is the killer of the killer killer.. why ? first paper started at 9.30 in the morning. I was mugging my lungs out the nite b4 trying to remember all those possible documents tht are required for import and export..i was trying to memorise allllllllllll the steps in the letter of credit but you knoe wad !!! NEVER COME OUT....*smack head* and Even those short terms i memorised... I knoe it like frm my heart but i jus cldn't remember one of them during the paper until i handed it in!!! *ARgHgHHH*..but otherwise it went well...(i guess)after tht long torturing 2 hrs.. we mugged in sch til like 6 plus b4 heading for my paper at 7pm..(YES!!!!WHAT A TIMING)..I was already dead tired .. and worst... suddenly got tht jitters ...really huge jitters..those feeling like going for job interview or something..literally hear my heartbeat!!And guess what !! This time it was a monstrous gigantic KILLER paper.......ARGHHHHHHHH....everyone was like freaking out...trust them to set such a hard paper when we are already soo tired.(and hungry).. sigh.. tomorrow still got paper ... but it's at 2.30 thank God but my neck and back hurts real bad..STRESS tell me abt it..

New skin.

2005-09-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Yay...I've found a new skin..need to thank my noisy sis for helping me fix some stuff..but ..... i hate that big white space on the right. darn.Ok it's been a long time since i've blogged. reason: too lazy, too busy.So got myself new skin to motivate my blogging..haha. Actually i've found 2 skins i like but gotta choose one.yupp.OK..hmm now tht i've return..i'll be going off soon..cos i've got 2 papers tomorrow(i'm suppose to study) *sheesh* I really dread studying..somehow when i study i'll start doing things i dun normally do..like finding a blogskin and all..haha recently i've got a new found hobby...to watch naruto!! hehe. I LOVE KAKASHI!!!he's so cool!!(hee!)..see you guys soon again..and Jia..I miss going out too..meanwhile i will go figure out doing something to tht white space. meanwhile. here's kakashi's pic !

2005-09-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

quick thank ur sweet lil' sis for helping u change ur skin.. : )
how nice am i rite.. heex

Educational trip [KL-Penang]

2005-07-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

back from my malaysia trip.. i must say tht it's an enriching experience.. the only thing tht is bad abt it ..
is the long butt aching bus ride.. and the toilet.
day 1
met in sch on sunday morning 7.30 am ... yes i knoe it's super early..then we got on to the coach .. check in at the custom .. the change coach .. and my terrible butt aching journey began...

took abt more than five hr to reach KL [the federal hotel]..by the time we reached it was 4 pm ++ .. after tht we checked in.. the hotel was kinda ..old. Yeah ... oh well went shopping after we clear up all.. and bcos it was old looking i didn't take any picture of it ... we went to take picture of the twin tower..currently only got one without me in it..

then some of us went to "sungei wang shopping centre" nothing much.. wanted to load lots of flip flops home for myself but they are all not my test except for certain stores...then bcos we've got not enough time i couldn't get mine.. but i've got myself a shade and a vintagy flowery broach..haha..got stuff for other ppl...we shopped til .. 9.50 pm then went to a 24hr noodle store..and went back to our rms by 10.30pm.

day 2

woke up at 6 plus.. cos we've gotta check out by 7.30am. had breakfast but it's kinda disgusting.. the hotel's food ain't gd..the harsh browns were oil-soaked! .. then after tht.. we went to Port Klang[westport] here's a picture of it taken from the building ... we were having a 2nd breakfast there..(haha)..

The guy who toke us were kinda sacarstic.. i think he thinks lowly of us... but oh well .. for those who dunno... Singapore is the #2 busiest port in the world and m'sia is #13... and i am so proud of us !!haha...we went around the port then head to KHS a company owned by one of our lecturer's dad i heard.. the pictures below are wad i have taken from tht place.. can u guess wad are those ....
this is a mountain of soya beans believe it or not ..
and this --->are corns.... all are animal feeds.

After tht we went for lunch at a restaurant, generously sponsered by KHS ...[ thanks !! it was a wonderful meal]
After lunch we all dash to the toilet as .. the next part of the journey is gonna be another butt aching one... it was 2 plus when we left for penang... it's gonna take another 5 hrs or so to reach and in between i manage to catch some sleep again.. but due to the longggggg hrs... my neck is aching but thank God i've got a packet of twisties with me .. this packet saved my life[erm neck i mean]

Yah.. it's my RM $2 pillow... haha..oh well..i did stay up to watch abit of vcd in the bus..almost everyone was sleeping..
tht's elaine my bus mate...
managed to take this picture before i went back to sleep..
we then stopped at Ipoh for toilet break...

i guess i did mention how dirty the toilets are right
one thing funny is tht the flush is located
damn high up----------------------------->
hmm... then after tht we got back into the bus ..and had another two hr bus ride before catching the sight of penang bridge ..I was like yeah!! but before i can say anything....

yah...traffic jam!!!realli butt aching... but here's a few pictures of the penang

Finally.. reached penang i shall fast forward this part .. seems too draggy for...but i shall include the hotel pic later...[7pm++almost 8pm]we checked in to Sheraton[5 stars] it's damn cool, damn clean the bed is damn big..blah blah..then we went to shop at some penang shopping centre..the stuff .. too ex la.. then after tht head to Gurney drive to eat..ate the asam laksa[yum],loklok..then packed the rojak, sweet corn char kway teow and muah chee back! yum yum. Then slept realli well ... for day 3 .. i think i'll update u all on the next blog.. meanwhile here's sheraton's pic

YaWns

2005-07-02T09:16:00.000+08:00

finally i am in the mood to blog...
Firstly i shall be nice and wish my cranky insane sister happybirthday again...
this time u are more than 16 yrs old..
cos yesterday i sang to you 16 times.
wrote on the white board,taggedand blogged so you are ...
like me count.....16+3... 19 !!! same age as me !
WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF 19..(i think you're gonna be older than me by tonight)

oh well talking abt the world of 19...i am facin a super stress period of my life...
6 papers nxt week!! kao... i hate papers...as in exam papers but oh well the question is still in papers
waste trees!!! ppl are getting inconsiderate....wad for waste papers then print out exam paper...
use computer also waste electricity...might as well dun have exams! anyway how many of us
remembers our exam questions forever...dun believe me...ok... wad's question number 2 part B
of your science paper when you are in primary 5. SEE!!! you dun remember !!! so might as well dun have
exam... this darn brain of mine is also degrading badly... i think it's the age... ya 19 yrs of answering dumb
question and it's too much for my teeny weeny brain to take it..ya so it's aint thinking straight...

anyway..i've decided to snip of my crowning glory[well not much of glory but it was crowning]..yes i am
talking abt my HAIR...haha..dunno why .. i think too stress so i jus cut it off for fun..and now ..everytime i see ppl with long locks... i will be sulking....haha..but oh well at least my hair dries faster during the exam period..
and talking abt abt exam periods.... it seems to me tht even though my brain cells are decreasing there's another part of me tht's increasin..GUESS ?

Bingo if your ans is FATS.....I AM SERIOUS!! I JUS FEEL THT IT IS INCREASING AT AN ALARMING RATE...
oh my oh my...sigh......wad i feel is the most ironic thing...everytime ppl lose weight there are others putting on weight.. sooo there are more slimming centres being set up... QUOTE FROM MR *** my elec.marketing lecturer..."MARKETING ARE LIESS"[no offense] everytime u look at tht ad....think!!!! the models are already slim la.....look at them ALL slim (besides olinda's pic i saw on slimming ad some days ago)...

oh well.. i shall jus be off now... breakfast then salsa...haha..then notes notes notes.....

SULKS.......................................................

ladida

2005-06-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

oh well...today's the first day i of the week i start sch...why not bcos i am lucky or something...it's bcos i've got 2 days mc...all thanks to a pathetic sprain...oh well...not only tht ... it cost me 50 buckeroos jus to see the docs..[sin-seh+western doc]..my mum force me to go to the sin seh in the morning...i was already getting ready to go sch..and i was walking halfway towards the bus stop...suddenly...*ouch*...oh well ok..so i limp back home...then when to the sin seh..the thought of going in kinda scares me...and the taxi driver who drove mum and i there ain't helping at all..he was kinda scaring me...saying it hurts alot and tht i will cry...[no way ..when will i cry over such stuff..ha!]ya.. as i was saying..despite the taxi driver's scare i cldn't care less..prob cos it hurts already..so my mum went on to tell him i seldom cry over such things..whahaha... COOL MUM!! oh well.. so i went in...everything happened at the snap of fingers.. the guy began doing some bone twisting thingy on my foot and then the lady came with some disgusting ..gross looking herbal mixture..and bandaged my foot...the i walk out..less then 5 min..mum was lookin at me with some amt of concern..but i looked as if nothing happend...haha...realli..it was kinda fast so doesn't hurt...
went back home then i called mr lum my care person ... he said tht the excuse letter written by the sin seh ain't recognise by TP . WTH !!!! [see mum i told u so !] so i have to go to my family doc to endorse an MC... guess wad ... the regular doc isn't in but instead some sissy guy!!!...he insist tht he'll check on my foot[and gave me tht suspicious look] wth....who want to waste money and bluff you to get MC....oh well so he insist i take his medcine..and prescribed some painkiller.... [gd stuff..or else i'll be limping to sch] and he went on telling me i better be careful or it might be athritis....-_-''
oh well...the MC was certainly a blessing in disguise cos i managed to get most of the freshies !!!save my com members from further prob...after class i went to band rm to clear scores... whew poor weiwen...

mood: -_-''

2005-06-10T01:36:00.000+08:00

hehe..yeah i knoe cos of my previous entry.. afew ppl got worried for me. oh well... i'm tht sort tht ..pents all my anguish[is tht how u spell],sadness,wadever and last min cannot take it then explode then nxt day i'm back on my feet.yeah...all thanks to my bestie..she usualli can help me cure this unexplainable crazy feeling i have whenever it appears.and thanks to her, she cured me tht day..so guys ... no worries...[although i am still feeling tired and all] lol..
oh well...the past few days i've been having quite a bit of nitelife.... cos mama and i found a new nite spot to chill....it's a this small lil homely cafe ..a lil further down from the crocodile farm..called"grapevine".. yeah they serve realli good food .. like cod fish and dory ...bakedrice..smoothie..fruit tea.flora tea and best of all mum's addicted to the fresh oysters they serve ....and then we went to fisherman village few days ago too...yupp.. love the atmosphere...love to chill and do nothing.. haha pure laziness i knoe..but whu doesn't
today i went for guitar ensemble agm. kinda irritated cos they dragged the time..from 5.30 to 6.30pm...then got home i was super tired...dunno somehow this few weeks damn busy esp with all the cca fair and all...sian...then tomorrow got Arts Induction camp...hai~..i jus pray for a gd nite sleep tht's all! ritey..i think i hear my pillow call !!
tht's all for now

Feelin...tired

2005-06-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

the start of sch and everything...realli starting to wear me down.i've suddenly got loads of problems coming to me one by one. yea i knoe tht life isn't always smooth sailing But i am tired. try to look like normal but my brain nv stop thinking...sometimes a gd nite sleep ain't possible. guess i am realli tired. holiday dun even exist in my life for a long time. why cos i guess it's my responsibility as an older sibling to help out,to look out their work,to attend meet-the-parent-session,to go to work when i am needed after sch.my responsibility as a student to finish my tutorial,my proj....my responsibility as a band president to make decisions tht dun always pleases everyone,to smile even though i worry for the number of ppl attending prac..to call members to come for prac,to hold meetings... i think there are still loads of things i mus do to fulfil tht resposibility.but i am so tired..sometimes when i get up frm bed..i jus feel so drain..and i keep telling myself."the joy of the Lord is my strength". decisions are hard to make..ppl are hard to please...and i wish i can be like others who can do wad they like to do ...but i can't..i wish tht ppl cld jus understand..

i'm so tired.

TOILET CAMP

2005-05-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

today's the first day of school..but guess wad ... i'm at home...and not only tht... i've learnt to spell the word "diarrhoea". i was camping in the toilet thrice yesterday evening and thrice today so far.
i was thinking back of wad i ate b4 i hate this darn stomache-
Possibility one : prata(dinner the nite before)
Possibility two : Vegetarian beehoon(lunch)

but i guess out of the two food i've consumed so far... prata is the main suspect. sheesh man.... come to think of it ...did the prata guy wash his hands before he make tht prata....
i guess i wld stay clear from prata for a long while...besides it's fattening[although the cheese one is like YUM]...

actualli i did intend to go to sch...i took tht super crowded bus 87...squeezed my way thru[still having tht queasy feeling in my tummy]...if i miss school today... i'm gonna like like miss 3 lectures....but i can't risk running to the toilet during any lectures...so i alighted half way and took the bus back...i was kinda tormenting having to miss my back home bus... i'm jus dying to use tht darn toilet of mine .... wth..[i guess u guys wld have gone thru this kinda situation]...
when i got home...i slept thru from 9+ all the way to 11 +..got up ate my lunch[mum cooked it =)],ran to the toilet once..went back to sleep til almost 3...then ran to the toilet twice ...arh... i told my mum... i think i'll have to look into upgrading the toilet paper in my toilet[gotta get those premium soft kind]...so here i am...bloggins..with tht headache due to oversleeping and a sore butt..... wth...
read up on wad i cld do to improve m condition..it says :
*3-4 litres of fluid one day[*faint]
*prefably with salt or sugar
*crisp or soup[hah! potato chip here i come]

one tiring thing abt today is having alot ppl interupting my beauty sleep.. mostly band peeps... argh.......

this is one of my worst days..

I Love Salsa!!!

2005-05-21T19:02:00.000+08:00

today i had a free trial salsa class----- with my bestie!! fun man.... but the first thing tht got into my mind when i step in the class was tht... shit my damn shoe dun fit in with all the dancing shoes..but all well who cares... i will stick to the "i like it so i wear it" mode...
we started off with basic steps and then proceeded to the turns and all...cool...in the whole one hr we've covered like 2 lessons...
we each took turn with the guys... teacher was like damn pro... i suddenly i understand tht ur dancin partner matters!! ya... we danced with a total of 3 guys[teacher included]..and when u dance u are suppose to leave it to the guys to bring u ard.. and strangely is tht the guy with more CONFIDENCE and experience and less mistakes.[which is of cos the teacher himself].u also tend to make less mistake. had this realli scrawny guy...i find it hard to dance with him cos he kinda dun dare to make his moves... but oh well...we are all learners rite...but dancin with the teacher rox....first time got all the moves rite...
oh well today's kinda well spent cos it's with my bestie.....even if we are walking ... or sitting in the bus or waiting for my maid to bring the keys...it's not boring at all...esp sitting on the bus and making a joke abt those young guys smoking....lol...

spending the time with her made me miss those six years when we were in the same class...
BESTIE I LOVE U BABE!!!

got my phone!

2005-05-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

finall... i've got my phone on monday..it's a nokia 3230! we went to the starhub place at raffles place early in the morning cos we both need to work... mum was sayin... ok we are in the rush..so i only give u half an hr for everything....[including choosing of the models]..i was like mum!! choosing phone is like choosing ur husband knoe so how can hurry de... and guess wad tht mother of mine say....no...choosing phone is like choosing ur boyfriend...dun like trade in or change phone or wadever... -_-'' talking abt good influence...went to bugis with winnie and bing after tht .. went for thai food*yum*...and walked in bugis until can go mad..then went to eat strawberry milk crushed ice...lol...had band after tht and then went for supper with them... it's like thursday morning now... how time flies.... my last holiday is like going down the drain......... time table will be out later at 3 pm today...
talking abt my phone...everything abt the phone is not bad except....... of the memory chip in it .. which is kinda pathetic for the space... and wad's worst !! i can't open the cover !!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.... wad the heck.....

kopi khakis wanted

2005-05-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

alritey...i'm here again cos someone complain tht i didn't update[rite ciin] lol... sch's startin soon ! and i hate tht going-back-to-sch feelin...hate it big time... why? cos i didn't get my off!!!!! mumsie is always short handed of staff...wad to do...but anyhow...she did booked a spa session at amore's for me...i can tell you it's like ... heavenly...[except having to get use to being half exposed]..and having ppl to keep tellin ya to sign package can be quite irritating too......

been working as usual...my jap class ended today...last lesson and i keep thinking if i should continue cos nxt sem is gonna get busy i guess...hmmm.... mumsie say i can take monday off...hopefully i can ..then i've gotta split my monday up to a few parts so tht i can meet up with a few friends..which i've certainly miss during the hols..going for band seems like a chore to me... cos my position in band is tiring...since many of my batch is are havin their attachment...and currently we are short of ppl again!!!

arghh...the thought of my last hols ending so soon ...... man... working sucks.. but so does studying.... lol...if only i can go on my shopping sprees again[dad will prolly be like .. you think i print $$$ arh...]money although it's not the most imp thing in the world- but it's an extremely useful commodity....if only dad realli prints $$..lol....

wad's in my cd player now : charlotte church prelude

goodbye senior

2005-05-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

it was kinda shocking to hear tht my sec sch band senior had died 2 days ago..worst tht she decided to end it herself.my condolence to her family and close friends.
though i'm not close to her but i will always remember her as a bubbly,jumpy senior of mine.
i think right now many ppl still can't get over it. but i guess she picked this path for herself. even if she's gone, part of her will still be stuck in the memories of her friends, her family-and a small part of her in me.

to my senior sheena,
you'll be remembered always.

-Overworked Me-

2005-04-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

ok... i think i'm suffering from like chronic back and neckache due to over working... ritey .. mama's gone for more then 12 days... aparently... her plane was suppose to land like NOW.. in Singapore... All was well early yesterday morning ..mama told me she's at the airport in the states flying off to narita airport in japan for transit...then a few hrs later... i've received a msg from her again....guess wad... the plane landed back to the airport in states... why ? bcos ... some bird or something flew into the propeller ? engine? not sure but yeah ..they've gotta clean up the remanents of the bird and do checks...so there...her flight to narita airport is delayed...then i guess it was too late to fly or there's no plane or something... so ...she's staying in japan for one nite.. can you believe it... i wish i was there.... but well...when she first got to canada..it was a torturing 21 hr flight...i think it's like a sit-til-ur-butt-grow-mould event.. haha.. ya... so here i am stuck in the shop.... working like almost a 11 hr shift for 12+ days....facing realli attitude prob customers...
you'll be surprise...there's like almost one irritating customer per day. and sometimes... when you are sooooo tired... but still smiley and all.. these ppl jus ruin your day like tht! i'm serious... and my collegue was stating tht.. the same kind of rice grain feeds different kinds of ppl... and it's so true..of cos tht phrase is in chinese..i guess the chinese version of it realli spells out the scenario really well. I mean..i mean it's realli the ugly side of singaporeans you'll see..
i was quite irritated during the weekends cos... there was a roadshow and a renovation going on at the same time .. and it was giving me a huge headaches..drowning off the perfect jazzy pieces Music junction was playing... oh speaking of music junction.. they told me tht my "dirty dancing soundtrack" is out of stock .. all the way up to the supplier !!! wad!!*slaps forehead*... *sulks*..
i wan it ................... i dun care......... rite.. now i'm sounding like a spoilt brat..and mind you again...
spoilt brat now adays... are increasing at an alarming rate...i get to hear a screaming kid everyday during work!! argh..
rite.. i think i'm pretty stress up... esp cos i've been running from work to band prac..work to jap class and work and work ..ya..you knoe wad i mean.. job hazard...now i think i realli need my bed...so tiring...i will somehow get my soundtrack and get a few more jazzy..lounge kind of cds..and those soothing kind..and probably i need sometime to chill before my last hols is burn out...
i'll be back soon to update meanwhile... sleep here i come

DirtyDancing2 Rox

2005-04-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

woot... gr8 week... caught nite movie : miss congenality with jocelyn... mum's gonna be away from apri 14 to 26.. she's going to canada for business trip then to new york for hols.. well i wish i could tag along but gotta help her mend the shop..well mum deserve it .. cos she's been slogging like mad.. [ ALL THE WAY MUM !!] lol... hmm ... well recently i bought a charlotte church sound track.. love it .. and i ordered dirtydancin2 sound track... cool man .. can't wait for it to arrive...
it has been a long day ... work work work... shoulders ache like mad... dun care, after mum comes back from her trip i wan a spa at amore... i am not tht sort who's willing to splurge but at least make me feel tht all the accumulated back aches,neck aches and shoulder aches are worth it... of cos besides the pay cheque... and besides the fact i'm doing mum a big favour...
I was thinking of takind up dance classes.. salsa in particular... some latin ballrm thingy is cool too.. well .. i guess it is time to make up for being inmobile since the last lesson of PE i had in sec 4.. lol.. talking abt LAZY !!!
church is starting a youth grp and i'll be part od the creative team.. cool ... lookin forward to enjoy my hols i hope... besides needing to work like mad .. but at least i can expand my bank acct huh... lol.. and buck up on my patience level[apparently recently there seems to be quite alot of strange women wanting to do their mani and pedi]...well those whu wanna knoe more ... i dun mind sharing them with you ...

Chomping on :fruit salad

ReD sTar ROX

2005-03-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

FREEDOM........................... wohoo...the smell of it is so tantalizing!! oh well.. went to little India on sunday ... bought loads of bangles .. and some henna paste ! I wanna go back there again.. i think i shall start collecting more bangles..well those whu knoes me well enough will knoe tht i'm a great collector of quirky necklaces rings earrings and all....
Drew some henna and created my own designs ...haha...yupp yupp....bought books again today...if only i own the library ........ sigh ... oh well... i'm icthing to go to the beach again...waiting for jia jia's exam to end...I WANNA WATCH movie..... everyone's studying......
there's sooo many things i wanna do ... but one big problem...WORK.... argh... then i have to use the money psychology to make me work.. and you knoe wad....this is my lost hol!!!! cos the nxt one is attachment!!! arghh....
jus came home from Coconut Grove.. a new cafe at simon rd... was chilling out with my mumsy... we had our dose of smoothie.... mine was called red star... a super addicitve drink.... A water melon..strawberry concoction.... mmmmmmm~ jus the thought of it makes my mouth water... lol...
yupp... i think tht will be abt it for now cos i can't wait to start on my books ...

what's on my media player now : Greenday _Boulevard of broken dreams

examstress

2005-03-27T02:03:00.000+08:00

ok ... i've told myself... blog after exam but ... i'm jus soooo bored.. did revise abit of tht marketing paper...and i've decided to take a break... feeling a lil brain overloaded... rite.. i should change topic or i'll go on blabbering abt how to get rid of overloaded info in my head.. which i guess would certainly bore all of you with.

Today i've read the papers...besides the tsunami news and all... there's this article abt this guy..being killed cos he went to the mrt track to take his shoes... and wad's worst was tht he knew the train was coming!! rite..A shoe ain't worth the price of your life!!! the thought of jumping onto the track is utterly suicidal..sad case..and he was abt to get married somemore..

oh well...life's short huh...this few days..i've got a big prob sleeping!! i mean i used to sleep like 11 the lastest ..slowly increase by an hr.. and now !! i sleep at 4 !!! oh my... i guess it's the exams...
guess wad..it's 2 and yet ...jus , there are a few motorcyclist screaming their lungs off .. how inconsiderate... -_-''

i feel like getting an easel and some canvas sheet cos i'm in the mood of painting again.. missed painting...hope my paint hasn't dried up yet...i jus remembered i bought a cross stitch bk on horses...they have pics on ppl wearing riding suits with hunting dogs.. super english... maybe i should paint out those stuff..

oh well..maybe i shld catch some sleep..gotta help up with those kids at sunday sch!!
will blog soon!

`OLdies RoX`ComeWhatMay

2005-03-26T01:29:00.000+08:00

well well... i can say that i've been into the oldies for quite awhile... super interested in vintage stuff, victorian stuff and all... i think i would love to own clutch bags and a few oldies stuff[tht explains my blog addy]... been reading novels on a few era ranging frm 1800-1900++... so cool !!! jus finished watching Moulin Rouge.. so nice !!!!! but so sad that nicole kidman's role died... it's truly an almost romeo and juliet storyline...
one of those few actresses tht i felt tht are reallllllllliii pretty are ... nicole kidman..nadia chan[tht hongkong actress tht recently star in tht channel 8 show].. afew more but i guess my hot time fav is nicole kidman... lol.. she's tht style man...
hmm... marketing this coming mon ... and i've gotta memorise some songs tht i'll be taking the kids on easter sunday!! i'll pray tht it truely touch all of them ... yupp ... will be back soon again... meanwhile i shall go and check out all those oldy stuff.... hee~

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus:
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Chorus

.....YaWn...

2005-03-22T13:51:00.000+08:00

today's my so called "last" paper ... left marketing paper ..which is this coming mon....guess wad... my neck hurts..my head hurts..my back hurts..and now i'm almost in auto pilot mode... drifting of to LALA land soon...lol...oh well.. i had a pathetic 2 hr sleep ... slept at 4 am this morning and woke up at 6 am...i hate exam period...and guess wad... tonight got jap class and i've to work at 3.30 ...which leaves me with little time to rest ... meanwhile off i go...i can hear my bed calling me !!! lol.... oh i also wanna tell you ppl tht ... i cannot get in my msn ... so anything reach me thru my mobile or jus tag !! ^^ ... TaTa

r

2005-03-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

i'm sooooooooooooooooo tired...
this wk's my study break... but i've been spending the few days working at mama's shop ... tired!!!!!!!!!! no choice cos mama went on a business trip... tomorrow i've got jap class in the evening...suppose to memorise all the hiragana... which i've forgotten since i've not been touching jap for few mths.... dead tired ...i guess i'm like on my way to LaLa land... so is this realli me typing or i'm i typing in my dreams... hahah....lame ... oh well shuhui helped me edit part of the skin as i felt tht there's a huge space at the bottom... so i hope tht whuever who has created this skin ...PLEASE FORGIVE me........ but i must realli admit tht i like your skin k...anyway .... tomorrow i've finally gotten a break maybe i shall stow away to somewhere where i can get my lec notes in my brain ..... now i'm jus too tired to think.... TOO TIRED.......adious for now~~~~

2005-03-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

changed my blog skin and i'm proud of it !!! haha... oh well this time i did it myself !! oh well... had a realli interesting week... study week is nxt week and then comes my nitemare!!! end yr exams!!! I really dun see the point of having exams... in real life situation if we encounter problems.. we'll confirm get help frm any source available wad... who would bother to remember every stuff they've learn....poor brain... if only they have those clearing solution tht empties junk stuff frm ur brain [ wad sort of junk stuff ?? hmm... like you knoe sometimes.. you have those stupid irritating song stuck on ur head... u realli hate it but it jus wun go off...]yupp... those stuff ought to go away... they i can replace them with my lec notes...haha..had my nihongo lesson yesterday... it was kinda disastrous cos... i've forgotten what i've learnt last semester... rite... but the reading part is jus easy peasy for me.. at least i guess tht i'm like a stepping stone ahead ... oh well... kinda wished i've got a photographic memory.... so i do not need to crack my head remembering stuff... you knoe they say ... your memory tallies with ur age.. but i guess my memory is doing a great disservice to my age... lol.. oh well...
today after mr koh's lec i went to TM with Rayna and xiaolian... and they were like trying to match make with their friends.... -_-'' for one thing.. i hate to be match made... i mean it jus places me into quite an embarassing position... so pls guys DO NOT try such stuff... haha... Serious... i'm happy as i am ... ^^ oh well ...
did a brilliant art work on a customer toe ... feeling jubiliant abt it ...
hmm... i guess tht wld be all for now... i guess i'll have to mug soon.... gotta do my best this sem !! see ya guys soon !!!!!

2005-02-26T12:12:00.000+08:00

wohoo...i'm back..... miss me ??? lol.... well...it's not tht i've gave up bloggin or anything..it's jus tht sometimes i jus can't find the time[blame it to projs,work and all], sometimes i jus dun have the inspiration or anything to write or sometimes i'm jus soooo tired... ya.. you knoe wad i mean rite... well... for the whole mth... many great things happened...[forget abt the bad things la] haha... i had a gr8t time visiting my relatives during new yr[yahrite... so hot] then on valentines day.. iwent for dinner with mama and aunty jobersina[hahah]... then on dunno which day i had dinner with jiajia to catch up on stuff we've missed...i still miss those time when we're in sch... oh well...i went to clarke quay on thurs for my cds[freehand drawing]...i drew "Indochine"i guess itwas suppose to be an ancient looking pub...with all the taracotta soldiers... and temple looking structure and a huge board tht's got some chinese word and a huge board with the word " forbidden city" it was so cool...and so happen tht i was reading a book tht talks abt qing shi huangdi and all... soo cool man....[was realli happy with wad i've drawn]then it was the projs...two of my grp mates were extremely incorrigible...[opps i was supposed to forget abt the bad things].... and cos of proj i think i'll be getting eyebags real soon
... then after tht to treat myself for a the hard work.... i went on a shopping spree yesterday...i've bought .... 2 bags...2 shirts[with bruce lee's face on it]then i bought a top..a cardigan..a jade looking [white] bangle.... whoo man feeling broke but happy...i've also signed up for external japanese language class...nihongo here i come... lol... oh well i guess shopping mus have been realli therapuetic[is tht how u spell it ... oh well whu cares]....and i had a movie marathon last nite too.. watched mulan2,wimbledon and kungfu hustle... laughter is the greatest medicine... but now it's time to chop chop again...cos i've got a test on tues...[oh man] but i guess i'll be looking forward to tues as it's also the day for my first nihongo class[but the classrm realli looks super run down.] but i guess tht's what you get for a cheap sch fee huh... oh well...hmm...gotta go and study and work later....[work..... arghhhh] think abt the $$$ think abt the $$$...ok .. work ... yay!! ... [-_-'']

2005-02-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

wad the heck man.... this horoscope stuff is like quite accurate....

AQUARIUS WOMANIf you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type.She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love".

2005-02-04T01:19:00.000+08:00

tired..been helping mama out at the shop for the past few days.. all last min customer..nearing new yr then worry abt how their nails look.. -_-'' oh well..what to do.. today's my didi's birthday !HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY !!!!!!!!!
tired..projects and all... but i'm too tired to do.. hai~ Rayna told me tht http://www.motivateus.com is a gd website to get inspirational qoutes so jus wanna share it with u guys!

You Are Chocolat Orange Pocky

Your attitude: funky and flavorfulRich and deep - yet zingy and zestyYou are the perfect partner in crime

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

2005-01-26T01:43:00.000+08:00

Today's a great day for me...woke up early to clear up the place...then when to mum's..then rushed home... ppl started flowing in realli slowly.. but i'm glad tht everyone gotta meet each other... esp those tht i've not seen for eons.... then we had dinner.. fun received loads of earrings and necklaces and boxes of chocos... love those stuff... esp the pirates of caribbean soundtrack!!!! Must be my sis tht told u ppl tht i wanted the soundtrack rite.... wellwell... i'm someone whu loves soundtracks frm movies like... last samurai.. king arthur..lord of the rings..braveheart.. but u knoe what... i cannot find my last samurai cd!!! sigh ... sad...or else i wld have 2 collection.... wth...anyway...i'm pretty tired.. *yawns*.. THANKS PEEPS LOVEYOU ALL !!!

2005-01-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

jus a few hrs ago...i jus came back frm work ...last paper is on mon and tues !!!! finally... cannot wait to meet u guys... anyway ... i did kitten rescue mission #2...i was walking to the bus stop with my ear piece plugged to my ears... and suddenly.. i hear this mewing sound ... being a huge KPO...i went to find tht kitty....and there it was... brown with white patches..blue eyes...crawling towards me.. n u knoe what...it's hinds were badly worn out.. blistered and all...(ok is it blistered or jus a wound.. wadever)then there was like a few ants on it's wound..*OUCH*... so I jus felt tht i shldn't leave it there..... I was thinking abt wad to do when i occur to me tht jia might be at home.. so rang her up...met her a my block...pass her tht little one...then dragging my feet back to the bus stop...(so far man)then got up the bus..on the way.. there's this pervertic guy.. he kept staring at me.. and when i stare back at him he smiled at me *WTH*... jus so tempted to smack him......lucky i'm not frm some gang or he die man!! anyway got to sch did tht excel. was kinda stuck then slowly remember wad i did during my revision...alrite.. hope tht i am correct but whu care lah... like wad andrew say.. the most fail only...(-_-'')... oh well then after tht met shao zong n ciin.. they gave me a lift to heartland so i made my way up to mama's shop and then seeing tht jocelyn's alone i decided to stay behind and give her a hand... so here am i working rite after exam...*sigh*...feeling pretty tired now... did a couple of complex nail painting jus hrs b4...leaving me with strained eyes and sore neck...and i dun feel like removing my makeup...so lazy rite.. i knoe.... but i guess ladies out there u knoe wad i mean... hmm....*yawns*.....

2005-01-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

Went SMU to eat... took a long bus ride but was happy cos i can go out with papa.. jerome and lista.. then rush home collect keys for new letter box.. then after tht the tv cam back.. finally no need to watch tht pathetic tv !! lol.. then took a short nap.. Did Excel practice.. then came in here to blog awhile.. yupp going back to study again... i hate excel man .. anyway.. 1 more day to go!!! yaya tomorrow last paper !! then it's tues!!!!!

2005-01-22T02:02:00.000+08:00

today i can say is one of my most fruitful day... i helped papa paint the gate, and a few dining chairs... then i clean my rm ... then i went to mama's place to work... then i came home .. clean up cream's cage .. and hamssy cage..and then suddenly stared coughing like mad... and sneezing non stop so here i am... i think i've come into too much contact with dust today... the result: Throat irritation..block nose...hai~hmm.. but i did part two of my cleaning ....yeah ... left part three and four and i am drop dead tired now... running ard like mad...and i've got one more test left... tht dumb excel thingy...anyway .. i cannot wait for tues !!! lol... can't wait to meet u guys ... girl power!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wohooooooo....now my eyes are tearing... this time the reason being the ZZzz monster is attacking me... lol.. got work tomorrow.... so this time ZZzz monster won the battle.... nite!

2005-01-20T01:50:00.000+08:00

here i am typing away with guess wad ... a kitten on my lap.. total blissfulness... tht fella's fast asleep.. after it's meal... managed to get hold of kitten's replacement meal receipe.....and oh man now it's stretching and twitching it's ears......oh.......... too bad...it's only for today... cos i've rescued frm tht cold and evil world...but promise mama to find it a home soon.... i wish i cld keep it.. but bro've got asthma... darn.....anyway... today... i've dyed my hair again...lol... after the purchasing test i met huishan and we went to far east to colour our hair.. on our way up we met an old couple frm japan... they asked me where's the subway so i thot they were hungry... but you knoe what... they were actualli refering to the mrt station ... -_-''....lol... i forgot tht they call it tht in Japan...anyway....I've coloured my hair dark brown and ... the bottom of it(oh!! kitty's twitching again.. kawaii neh !!) purplish pink..halfway while waiting for the clour to set... shan was telling me tht her scalp's quite itchy.. but there's dye on it so she can't scratch..we both doing imaginary scratching on her head ... lol ... *lame*..hmm... anyway we went to heerens for a walk and guess wat ... while i was talking to shan , this spastic aunty ... keep walking nearer to me and nudging me .. i thot she wanted donation but u knoe wad!!! she asked me to help her redeem some voucher...and her reason being tht... it's only allowed one per customer...WHAT THE HECK!!!!...and guess wad people...out of no where another aunty appeared... and this time huishan was asked to help tht other aunty to redeem another voucher............. WHAT THE DOUBLE HECK!!!! and boy oh boy ... u shld see the look on their face... look as if they are smuggling some illegal drug or something... I mean if you wan to redeem the voucher ...redeem la!!! no big deal wad act so sneaky for wad.... in the end after being bugged for awhile we both reluctantly went to help them redeem.... with the both aunties waiting for us at the entrance.... i'm realli starting to get irritated with these aunties you knoe... the voucher's only 8 bucks... and they jus get some red packets and a bk mark...is it worthy to act so so so erm....kiasu over... and u knoe wad ppl... when i brought out the stuff for her ... she was looking left and right before taking the stuff frm me.... WTH...............*slaps forehead* it was then i realised tht the both aunties were not friends !!! they are jus two total strangers whu prey on innocent youths to redeem 8 bucks worth of voucher.. WTH.... anyway.. i almost puke blood... shan and i felt we shldn't have help them take.....but it's over la huh... *grumbles* ( hate aunties)....after tht shan and i went to taka to eat gelato... yumm...lemony ..we wanted to watch movie but it was late le so went home ... but on the way i remembered tht mama's alone at the shop so i went to accompany her... hmm... funny day ...oh well off i go now .. tired and kitty's awake... if she's mine i'll name her FAB.... cos she's fabulously CUTE..

2005-01-15T02:01:00.000+08:00

okay.. back!! miss me rite ppl !!! lol... oh well i did major spring cleaning today... cleared 5 bags of junk in my rm... wow... finally... *sparkling clean*.. scrubbed scrubbed... whew... i knoe ... i wanted to study but when i came home.. i told myself to take a shorte nap.. but my maid came in .. and started packing my stuff .. but i didn't like the way she arranged.. so i decided to do it myself....i went out took a pail of water, two cloth, one scrub anf then jif... and started pulling out tons of paper...i was clearing my rm frm 3 noon til 12 ++ .. i think maybe cos i'm a perfectionist an tht's not all !!! I've divided my cleaning sessions to 4 parts.. today is part one ... I wan to get rid of loads of stuff.. hahaha....ok i think i'm mad....
New year's coming... and i have no new clothes ... darn.... no $$$...mama delay my pay !!! sob....pray tht she pays me soon or i will have to live on biscuits....lol.. oh well.... nxt week's mid sem.. thank God i've only got 3 papers...after nxt week gotta work and clear my proj ... my big day is coming...it's like 3 days b4 new year but guess wad man... i've gotta work tht day.......
=( ...cos new year's a peak period and ppl want their nails painted... hai~~ as usual... all the last min ppl... oh well think of the $$$$ ... think of the $$$.. lol..(self console).. oh well... it's late.. and i've got a church lunch later today...Better study soon!!! Miss my friends.... =( ... poly friends are not as fun as sec sch friends.. Fast system sux ...how to meet good friends when every six mth everybody's in a diff class.... sigh....

2005-01-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Haha...jus realised how long ago i last blogged... well this is the first entry of the year and loads of things happened for the past weeks. The tsunami thingy and all.... ya.. it couldn't be help... hmm.. many ppl start a new yr by making resolutions.. but i guess i wun bother to make any bcos.. new yr resolutions are jus to make urself feel better tht u've got stuff to look forward to... but in the end ... whu will follow it .. haha...
Working, going to church,going for band ... tht's my life. Busy busy busy... but i guess tht's better than having nothing to do.. If only i'm a millionaire... but .. nah ... i can't imagine walking around the place with bodyguards and all.. tht's no life... haha...
ok... i shall continue with my notes from church camp cos i knoe tht there are a few ppl whu reads my blog ,whu need those msgs..

Here goes ...

The importance of God's word
-> Why is God Important ?
John 1:1
-God's word is a standard ( For us to live by and for us to stand up to)
-His word is his will for us to live
-When we get into God's word, we enter his presence & he's speaking to us

-> Why should our attitude be in approaching God's word
-RECOGNITION
Recognise: 1. U are entering into conversation with God
eg. By asking question
2. U are entering into his presence
=> then u approach his words with a different attitude

-SUBMISSION
-Yield ur way & yield his way
1. Pray
His word is his will

-EXPECTATION
-Approaching His word with Faith
*praise him
-Belief is expressed in expectancy
-Expect to receive : 1. Wisdom
2. Understanding of scriptures - ur spirit needs to be fed with God's word
3.Expect he is feeding ur Faith
4. Direction
5.Healing and doctorine
6. Strengthening
-DEDICATION
James 1:22
"Be doers of the word.."
to immediately put God's word into practice
Joshua 1:7,8
-dedicate urself to do God's word

k... to be continued .. but i hope it is helpful for some of you...
I've got a few more topics.. Perhaps u all wann choose ur topic for mi to share with .. it wld be easier..
> The emotional battles
>Lifelines to help you pull thru the storm
>pressing thru disappointments
>Avoiding & overcoming Pride and inferiority
>approval,appreciation & affirmation

Yupp tht's all for today la... today nothing interesting except for a realli close shave of losing my wallet... ^^ Take care peeps and have a lovely new year ahead ! Ps. Dun miss mi !

2004-12-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

rite... currently looking for ppl to join mi in the Trombone Choir...
I want to buy my own trombone !!! hmmm.... anyway jus wanna wish
you all peeps

BLESSED CHRISTMAS !

ok... jus suffering from a Major

*TrOmBonE-ObSessIon*

No Fair

2004-12-20T10:28:00.000+08:00

NO FAIR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why do i see soooooo many french horn figurings ard but no trombones!!! my sis got a french horn figuring for her pressie... and tht person wanted to get mi a trombone one .. but they nv sell........ not fair my sis got a sticker of snoopy playing the french horn but i dun see and trombone ones..................not fair my sis got this christmas ornament thingy of a french horn............... *Sulks*............. HmmPhhh!

^^

2004-12-19T03:08:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life there are things tht you can't explain....
i guess God's always there for you .. Recently my friend's
dad passed away.. it made mi stop to think... how short
life is ...

Jus felt tht 24 hrs isn't enough.... there are so many things
I wanna do ... but I dun have the time... things I wan to do
some time in my life[I hope] wld be to learn to ride a horse,
to do volunteer work ... To do abit of something for kids out
there... Went to Thailand once for a music exchange... one
of the days we've spend was to visit this Thai Orphanage..
The Kids were sooooo cute... They are all so eager to learn
things... unlike kids here in Singapore.. ok ... tht might be
a sweeping statement but ... Frm wad I see... it's so true
.. Perhaps kids here are so spoon fed compared to them..
Kids here... temprement so unpredictable... some even out-
ragesly rude to the core.... but whu to blame ?? is it the friends
they mix ard with ? the family ? whu knoes ???

rite....... i was suppose to talk abt wad i wan to be .. so shall
skip the kids topic...hmm... i guess i wan to put
God first in everything ... I walk by Faith and not by sight..
yupps... and not forgetting I wan a Dog as soon as Mum
allows... Arent dogs cute????? ha!

*Laugh at all your problems... leave ur worries to God.. he'll
take care of it !

2004-12-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

Sch started this week ... What can I say ??? went to change time table thrice !!! in the end i dropped french bcos i've gotta wait 4 hrs for it ..... no way i'm i gonna waste tht much time.... although i badly wanted to take it... well can't have the best of both worlds.hey but i got Freehand drawing instead ... tht's soooooo cool.. *miss Art*....went for church camp on friday .... I knoe you all must be thinking ... "it's sch wk girl!" but i am so glad tht I went for it cos it's super enriching.. and I felt tht the time i spent with God is not wasteful at all. Friday was kinda pack cos i rush to camp after my field trip from Jurong Port ....kinda sick of bus rides......tht night at the camp (held at costa sands) gotta sleep with anna again ^^ ... The room got realli COLD .. but being me... i refused to touch the blanket cos I felt tht it's kinda dirty.... so ... there am I...Freezing by the minute.... and then those inconsiderate neighbours ard... the first rm was gambling... the last rm was blasting chinese songs and the opp rm was blasting indian songs.... ALL the way thru out the wee morning ~~~ ARGGHHHHH......oh well..... then sat was fun ... had games and all and sun .. woke up at 7 plus... went to church ... had duty at the Sunday sch... love working with Kids..played some games with them...ended at 1 plus .. rush home to dump my bags .... then sat in 153... all the way for cnl prac... *sore bum*... quite tired .... then the journey back home ain't any better...

got these frm the chruch camp:-

* self esteem does not depend on performance
*Humility = Self analysis
= allow others to shine
*get rid of pride
*The love of God always serve
*Wisdom is something all of us can acquire
Cos we can ask God for it (like solomon.. lol)
*God send no one away empty except those who are full of themselves
*ppl's opinion on us helps us to do self eveluation
*A good leader will never feel inferior when someone is better than you
*God will never start something halfway and abandon it
*ppl who nv win in life fail to press on
*you play to win
*Don't ever allow disappointment to disappoint you
1 Corinthians 15:58
*Never Run away from problems
*face it Head on
*don't quit
*pray abt it
Loads more but i'm sure there are some of you out there who'll definitely find this useful.... ^^

oh forgot.... on wed ... I met Renee ...she came back frm New Zealand... when we aere in pri sch ... i used to hate her ...cos she always gang up against mi but somehow... i jus felt tht it's not worth bringing these memories into the future... ppl change... and everyone deserve to be forgiven... I ended up meeting marianne too and the three of us had lunch and went to watch movie... ^^

2004-11-26T01:39:00.000+08:00

hmm... BACK!!! this time i'm back without having ppl to complain tht i'm MIA.. hehe.. Came back frm kids camp not long.. Enjoyed it.. the girls were realli sweet.. they were all giggly and super huggable.. awww...so sweet...love working with kids...then i went thru a skit with them... awwww....... so cute....then i was incharge of the camp fire songs... darn.... but surprisingly i did a fantastic job....serious man...i shld consider this as another of my profession cos not only the kids love it.... the teachers and even the parents alone... and i was the one leading them!!! WhOOT ~~~~~~ hehe.. oh well the day before the camp i did have a minor heart attack in the morning cos i was rudely awaken from my sleep by my maid.... "Louisa !! There's A BIG cat in your daddy's cardboard!!!!"... then i was like .... " Like real.........you wanna bluff whu"... but somehow she managed to get me out of my bed... AND LO- and BEHOLD... There was a huge,elephantine Orange tabby looking at mi...
whoa man... how did this fella get in.....it was kinda cute.. did cuddle it for awhile... and then mama wanted it out so i've got no choice... but this sneaky fella didn't wan to go out... so i have to resort to carrying it out and dashing back to the door...whew..
Went Shopping with Liyean after camp.... Man i am like so so so babi hutan ....(mountain pig).. so long nv go out ... like got changes to certain stuff and i didn't knoe.....wahaha...oh well bought mama a gift and then when to help liyean get her prom makeup stuff.... then went to watch The Incredibles... haha Cute man... shld watch ..love shopping ... but tht lousy liyean complain of here and there ache....went to see my nike dunks but all not nice one... darn and bummer....
Today JiaJia came for lunch .... lol... she came with tht sabre thingy.... you knoe those Zoro Weapon... haha.. well cos one thing she's a fencer but i cannot quite imagine the amount of stares she recieved ... haha.. but she did chase away a few ppl who wanted donations..... maybe it's a good idea to be armed huh... then nobody come and ask you for donations... Wahahahaha...*mean*.....hmm..we both bought a cd...a lounge jazz cd... damn cool man.... "Janet Seidel- comme ci...comme ca" cool man.... hmm...i'm taking french next sem ...yay~~ love to learn languages... oh well...tired .... shall go and catch my sleep...my bed is calling mi and the sound of it is so deafening tht i think i will obey tht call....ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Oh ... I forgot.... Christabel is gonna join mi for CNL so... YAY ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ thanks bel !!!!

2004-11-15T02:29:00.000+08:00

back again...pretty occupied lately.. with camp, work and work... yeah.. no break for mi ....camp was rather fun...we won for the talent time... which was rather suprising...we did a "scary movie 4" and shao hui was the loser ghost. ha! treasure hunt was kinda .. no comments.. wad's mimbolten or wadever the spelling man.... i dun play tennis... and how would i figure up tht word all scrambled up..oh well but gareth , zheng cong and mi did get back at the games com..or maybe i should say the "loser ghost" wahaha... and since i was a camp com in the group.. i had a walkie talkie.. i guess ppl were laughing at my sacarstic exchange with loy and teddy...haha... oh well...took a cab home after the camp as i felt rather sick...wasted 8 buckeroos.. but i was worthwhile cos i cld catch up with a lil sleep....recovered loads but still have to fit with fits of cough every now and then...

been thinking for quite abit and ... i guess i wanna do loads of stuff.... i wanna take up wind surfing ... an electric guitar course... horse riding(someday i guess) and i wanna go Spain... turkey... sri lanka...maldives.. hawaii... korea.. japan.. yada yada.. i guess bag packing is fun ...
and wanting to work in SQ after my diploma seems like my next choice...tht SQ idea wasn't wad i actually thot of.. but somehow... ppl keep mentioning it to mi... I mean ... different ppl... and it's such a coincident... first it was some customer frm ma's shop.. then it was tht calamari andrew.. then jia ? .. then recently.. another customer.... oh well... maybe i shld huh... then after tht i shld continue with my degree... rather tired of studying at the moment... i still have many big ambitions to accomplish ... i wanna to learn languages.. i wan to do many many things... i wanna be a social worker... i wanna work with kids... yeah.. so i guess life is jus too short.. so i will not waste my time on any other things.... time wun wait for mi... maybe tht's why i am always so busy.. a friend once told mi.. tht she pity my future life partner cos i always do wad i wanna do ...Ha!... hmm... currently i've a;ready got my knight in shiny armour and tht's none other than my trombone.... lol...

Life is short.. so i'll jus have to race with time... i'll always remember a song tht i've learn in sec sch... though i jus remember some part of the lyrics... but it's meaningful

The Road ahead is narrow
And the way is sometimes steep
but only the committed wins the prize
.........
.....
...... Dare to run with your eyes fixed on Jesus
Following the footsteps of the one tht's gone b4 us
.................................. Born to be victors of the race already wun
Dare to run

cool ain't it .... how very true... forgot the lyrics in between but i think the main words are stuck in my mind... yeah.. i will stick by this song... Thank you Lord.. for everything i guess...

*bLinKbLinK*